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heyismeman

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Jan 29, 2025
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The only issue is the danger to others and I don't want to understate that, that's a BIG deal. BUT hydrogen sulfide in a car of all the easy to do methods seems like the most solid. You can very easily produce 30000+ ppm and if 2000ppm really does knock you out in 1 breath, then that should mean one wiff and you're bye bye. Compared to something like hanging etc this feels like the most humane way. Even with nitrogen you're conscious for 30 seconds plus. Anyone else kinda agree here? I know that the first breath will burn but besides that.... not bad
 
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In terms of reliability, H2S poisoning is one of the best methods.

I guess, in terms of comfort, it's comparable to orally administered pentobarbital which has disgusting bitter taste. There are more comfortable methods though, this is my subjective estimation:

opioids ≥ N2O > headshot ≥ inert gas ≈ CO > odorized propane/butane ≥ pentobarbital orally ≈ H2S ≥ H2S + HCl
 
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heyismeman

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Jan 29, 2025
336
In terms of reliability, H2S poisoning is one of the best methods.

I guess, in terms of comfort, it's comparable to orally administered pentobarbital which has disgusting bitter taste. There are more comfortable methods though, this is my subjective estimation:

opioids ≥ N2O > headshot ≥ inert gas ≈ CO > odorized propane/butane ≥ pentobarbital orally ≈ H2S ≥ H2S + HCl
Interesting list. You say it's comparable to pentobarb but you rank CO/headshot butane etc as more comfortable. But why would that be the case? Besides tasting bad it should work as a benzo and calms all anxiety before you falling to sleep. I can't imagine those things being more comfortable.
 
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Zardoz

Peace
May 21, 2025
204
You can very easily produce 30000+ ppm

(Forgive my ignorance of this method)

How do you produce it?
How do you test/know the concentration is strong enough, like this 30000 ppm?
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
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I don't know how painless it is. But I think it is not difficult to find goods for this method.
In Japan, notorious bath preparation named "610 HAP" used to be sold in drug stores. Most of those CTBed in hydrogen sulfide method combined it with bathroom detergents containing hydrochloric acid. Finally "610 HAP" was discontined because the seller went broke.
But the bath preparation was simple colloidal solution of chemical compound and it seems we can diy it.
  • Water 729.73 g
  • Sulfur 202.5 g
  • Calcium oxide 67.5 g
  • Casein 0.12 g
  • Potassium sulfide 0.15 g
And also lime sulfur can substitute for this coloidal solution.

see also (Japanese)

Edit: omg see also link text broken...
 
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Besides tasting bad it should work as a benzo and calms all anxiety before you falling to sleep.
I think, I'd rather be curious (about the sensations) than anxious during the CTB process. If H2S-induced unconsciousness were safe to test, I'd likely performed such a test to find out how it works out of curiosity, despite preferring a different method of CTB in the end.
 
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GodChallengesMe

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Mar 31, 2025
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I survived the accidental H2S exposure. I was getting poisoned for days till I found out there was something wrong in the home. I got really sick and the symptoms I felt were no joke. They started to become more dramatic after I left the home and moved to my relatives. I was sick for almost a full month. Each and every day I was anticipating death because of disruption of normal cellular metabolism and central apnea it induced. I couldn't fall asleep without my breathing stopping completely and waking up in panic and gasping for air.

The cascade of symptoms caused irreversible consequences like disruption of normal cellular metabolism and electrolyte imbalances. Since then I feel terrible, the whites of my eyes got dark gray / bluish, my bones started to brake, I got osteoarthritis of hands and shoulders and visible bone thinning which is either caused by bone cell death or is the result of mineral imbalances caused by disrupted metabolism of ions. I tested positive for elevated PTH levels and this means that my organs responsible for mineral homeostasis are screwed completely.

Might as well died instead of surviving this crap. Now I see no option other than to CTB with either CO or H2S itself (but this gas is terrible and not peaceful so I would advice against this method to anyone unless you are okay to endure horrible effects it causes before you get knocked out).

I have tried CO method after I got poisoned by H2S and there's no comparison in terms of peacefulness at all. With CO, you get this sweet numbness feeling that makes you relaxed and euphoric while you're drifting off into unconsciousness whilst with H2S, you get your mucous membranes burned and terrible effects in lungs that causes you to gasp for air and get panicked as hell. Unless you make it so that it causes immediate unconsciousness I wouldn't risk with H2S at all.
 
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Zardoz

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May 21, 2025
204
I wouldn't know how to go about making CO or H2S, or how to channel that into a CTB method.

Are these methods covered/documented anywhere?
(edit: CO can be made using the charcoal burning method, yes? how about H2S?)
 
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I survived the accidental H2S exposure. I was getting poisoned for days till I found out there was something wrong in the home. I got really sick and the symptoms I felt were no joke.
Acute H2S poisoning should work entirely differently than long exposure to relatively small concentrations of this gas. Time before LOC matters a lot. Even nitrogen asphyxiation may produce remarkably bad symptoms like headache or vomiting if too much oxygen is present and unconsciousness is delayed.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,332
chatgpt:
Approximately 5,107 ppm of Hâ‚‚S would be produced in a 560 mL sealed chamber by mixing:

0.1 mL of 19.5% calcium polysulfide
  • 0.1 mL of 9.5% HCl

holy shit the calculation of chatgpt is almost exactly what they tested the liquids with 19.5% and 9.5% hcl from the internet they got 4950 ppm. that's almost exactly the same 5,017 pm and 4950 ppm .so that seems to show chatgpt calculations are very accurate .
In terms of reliability, H2S poisoning is one of the best methods.

I guess, in terms of comfort, it's comparable to orally administered pentobarbital which has disgusting bitter taste. There are more comfortable methods though, this is my subjective estimation:

opioids ≥ N2O > headshot ≥ inert gas ≈ CO > odorized propane/butane ≥ pentobarbital orally ≈ H2S ≥ H2S + HCl
comfort : headshot if hit head with powerful ammunition (don't hear shot no pain) ≥opioids ≥ ≥ pentobarbital

if can acquire , best method is oral Nembutal Pentobarbital because opiods don't know the purity and shotgun rifle scary and can flinch before shot. however if you practice a lot not flinching then the rifle shotgun method becomes much much more reliable .

opiods least reliable because you don't know what if anything you are getting , don't know oral LD100 even if sure it's pure etc. , tolerance etc. injecting is too difficult and don't know what you are injecting .
 
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opiods least reliable because you don't know what if anything you are getting , don't know oral LD100 even if sure it's pure etc. , tolerance etc. injecting is too difficult and don't know what you are injecting .
That's why I choose the next option in my list - nitrous. It's easily and legally purchasable where I live. No troubles with law, no troubles with purity. It would be awesome to spend the last minutes of my life like this

 
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heyismeman

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Jan 29, 2025
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I survived the accidental H2S exposure. I was getting poisoned for days till I found out there was something wrong in the home. I got really sick and the symptoms I felt were no joke. They started to become more dramatic after I left the home and moved to my relatives. I was sick for almost a full month. Each and every day I was anticipating death because of disruption of normal cellular metabolism and central apnea it induced. I couldn't fall asleep without my breathing stopping completely and waking up in panic and gasping for air.

The cascade of symptoms caused irreversible consequences like disruption of normal cellular metabolism and electrolyte imbalances. Since then I feel terrible, the whites of my eyes got dark gray / bluish, my bones started to brake, I got osteoarthritis of hands and shoulders and visible bone thinning which is either caused by bone cell death or is the result of mineral imbalances caused by disrupted metabolism of ions. I tested positive for elevated PTH levels and this means that my organs responsible for mineral homeostasis are screwed completely.

Might as well died instead of surviving this crap. Now I see no option other than to CTB with either CO or H2S itself (but this gas is terrible and not peaceful so I would advice against this method to anyone unless you are okay to endure horrible effects it causes before you get knocked out).

I have tried CO method after I got poisoned by H2S and there's no comparison in terms of peacefulness at all. With CO, you get this sweet numbness feeling that makes you relaxed and euphoric while you're drifting off into unconsciousness whilst with H2S, you get your mucous membranes burned and terrible effects in lungs that causes you to gasp for air and get panicked as hell. Unless you make it so that it causes immediate unconsciousness I wouldn't risk with H2S at all.
That's completely different then slow poisoning. Yes slow poisoning h2s is hell on Earth. At a large enough dose 2000ppm + it's one breath and you're done. In theory tho, you'd want 10000ppm which is instant unconsciousness
 
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lifecanbecruel!

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Apr 22, 2025
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The only issue is the danger to others and I don't want to understate that, that's a BIG deal. BUT hydrogen sulfide in a car of all the easy to do methods seems like the most solid. You can very easily produce 30000+ ppm and if 2000ppm really does knock you out in 1 breath, then that should mean one wiff and you're bye bye. Compared to something like hanging etc this feels like the most humane way. Even with nitrogen you're conscious for 30 seconds plus. Anyone else kinda agree here? I know that the first breath will burn but besides that.... not bad
I looked up this method after seeing it in the PPEH, and it really appealed to me. The PPEH doesn't go into detail about quantities and purity needed of the ingredients though!

Would it be easy to source the ingredients needed In England?
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,332
the test worked with the meter .will probably do another one . it's powerful. forgot to hold breath while opening . but don't feel any permanent damage . just felt a little dizzy/chemical high very slight headache . but it was a very small amount. i diluted the hcl and lime sulfer first put 3-4 ml in 100 ml water bottles. then i tried to mix about 3 ml of the diluted. so maybe it was around. 0.2 ml of each idk. just doing the calculation in my head . but damn it's powerful this works.

lime sufler works and that's what they did in the video.
 
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polly10

Hope betrayed me
Feb 16, 2025
9
The only issue is the danger to others and I don't want to understate that, that's a BIG deal. BUT hydrogen sulfide in a car of all the easy to do methods seems like the most solid. You can very easily produce 30000+ ppm and if 2000ppm really does knock you out in 1 breath, then that should mean one wiff and you're bye bye. Compared to something like hanging etc this feels like the most humane way. Even with nitrogen you're conscious for 30 seconds plus. Anyone else kinda agree here? I know that the first breath will burn but besides that.... not bad
I really want to use this method. I'd do it in the car. First I would make signs for all car windows " Warning: Do Not open car doors Poisonous gas Call 999 !!!" I would park in a secluded area in middle of the night, far away from houses and buildings. I just need the "Recipe" this method would have to be done right the first time. So any chem ppl plz help with products and amounts. Your help would be greatly appreciated!!! Please help release me from my pain.
 
eggsausagerice

eggsausagerice

last chance for cake!
Apr 21, 2025
1,373
I really want to use this method. I'd do it in the car. First I would make signs for all car windows " Warning: Do Not open car doors Poisonous gas Call 999 !!!" I would park in a secluded area in middle of the night, far away from houses and buildings. I just need the "Recipe" this method would have to be done right the first time. So any chem ppl plz help with products and amounts. Your help would be greatly appreciated!!! Please help release me from my pain.
is that a picture of yourself in your profile picture????
 
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white_car

Member
Dec 22, 2024
64
How do you guys label a method that requires 457247542002 chemicals as "easy"??? I don't get it!
 
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heyismeman

Specialist
Jan 29, 2025
336
How do you guys label a method that requires 457247542002 chemicals as "easy"??? I don't get it!
It literally requires 2 bro what are you talking about. One is hydrochloric acid that any Walmart/auto zone sells and the other you can buy on ebay
I don't know how painless it is. But I think it is not difficult to find goods for this method.
In Japan, notorious bath preparation named "610 HAP" used to be sold in drug stores. Most of those CTBed in hydrogen sulfide method combined it with bathroom detergents containing hydrochloric acid. Finally "610 HAP" was discontined because the seller went broke.
But the bath preparation was simple colloidal solution of chemical compound and it seems we can diy it.
  • Water 729.73 g
  • Sulfur 202.5 g
  • Calcium oxide 67.5 g
  • Casein 0.12 g
  • Potassium sulfide 0.15 g
And also lime sulfur can substitute for this coloidal solution.

see also (Japanese)

Edit: omg see also link text broken...
Hey what's the colloidal solution?
 
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Hiro Uchiha

Experienced
Oct 7, 2025
291
The only issue is the danger to others and I don't want to understate that, that's a BIG deal. BUT hydrogen sulfide in a car of all the easy to do methods seems like the most solid. You can very easily produce 30000+ ppm and if 2000ppm really does knock you out in 1 breath, then that should mean one wiff and you're bye bye. Compared to something like hanging etc this feels like the most humane way. Even with nitrogen you're conscious for 30 seconds plus. Anyone else kinda agree here? I know that the first breath will burn but besides that.... not bad
My exact thoughts. Aftermath is a hassel to deal with. I don't want all that.
 
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returner

Member
Sep 18, 2025
60
That's why I choose the next option in my list - nitrous. It's easily and legally purchasable where I live. No troubles with law, no troubles with purity. It would be awesome to spend the last minutes of my life like this


This may be a really dumb question but what is this and how would one ctb like this?
 
406cap

406cap

Member
Dec 4, 2024
27
I have decided this will be what I do ! CO seems too unreliable. I don't have the courage to hang or shoot myself but this seems perfect. I would make sure to drive into the woods and leave warning signs when someone found me eventually
 

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