Human Cattle

[dontletthembribeyou]

Does anyone else feel like they're not even regarded as a person? I could have done something meaningful with my life if I wasn't a social reject. Instead I'm at a school that might as well be a diploma mill knowing when I graduate I'll be of no value to employers besides bottom-of-the-barrel minimum wage jobs. I'll be forced to abuse my already deteriorating body doing meaningless labor delivering greasy disgusting slop to the masses for 40+ hours a week while living in some shitty apartment with roommates I don't like until I die - with no one to grieve me.

That's why I don't bother trying with art or music or anything like that anymore. I'm constantly fucking exhausted as it is and when I actually have to work full time I know I'm barely going to have enough energy after work to feed or clean myself let alone do anything meaningful

I don't know if I explained that well as I just woke up but I had to get it out there. I'm sick of being a near-worthless discardable human being but I missed the window to become anything else.

 

[frommetoyou]

i couldnt have said it better myself tbh. i feel so small and insignificant all the time, seriously just a number or pixels on a screen. nothing feels worth it bc i dont get gratification from the system thats already set up so u wont get anywhere in the first place