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PandaExit

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Dec 1, 2021
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I don't want to wait any longer but obviously I don't want a horrible, painful slow death. So I just want thoughts on how this will go. I have 60 2mg clonazepam. I know this alone won't kill me. I've taken 80 10mg diazepam before and really just blacked out, had a good sleep and pissed myself. However I also have access to boxes and boxes of co dydramol 30/500. The active ingredient is dihydrocodine and I am allergic to opiates. Last time I took about 10 of them I ended up hospitalised with an allergic reaction but it wasn't full on anaphalaxis. Unfortunately each pill contains 500mg of paracetamol/acetaminophen which is why I'm wary about this combo as I don't want to go through a acetaminophen liver failure death. Do you think the combo of the benzo, opiate and allergy will kill me quickly before the paracetamol does? I also have quite a few boxes of pregabalin and propranolol that I could add to the mix if you think they would help?

The plan would be to take the clonazepam and give that about 20 minutes to start kicking in to start to take the fear away from the opiates due to the fear of the allergy. Then I'd consume say maybe 80 co dydramol and hopefully fall asleep from the benzos before any allergy symptoms start kicking in (mine tend to be swelling face, difficulty breathing, rash and possible full anaphalaxis at that level) but they don't come right when I take the pills, usually about an hour or so after taking them.
 
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Graytaichi

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Feb 14, 2022
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It srs is a bad idea combining so many pills. Gd luck
 
Huntfish34

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Ehh... I would reconsider. I just don't see that ending well for you.

Wish you the best in whatever you decide to do.
 
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PandaExit

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Dec 1, 2021
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Didn't work. I waited too long for the benzos to kick in and fell asleep for about 10/12 hours and woke up a bit groggy then I was too scared to take the opiates incase I either didn't die through the benzo/opiate interaction because it was too late or that the allergy/potential slow agonising death through liver failure. Million failed.
 
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Graytaichi

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Feb 14, 2022
606
Bad idea as in 'won't cause death but leave me all fucked up' ?
It would end u in a worse situation. I take diazepam daily . U need 1000000000 pills to get a shot. Maybe u can try the proven methods to ctb.
 
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Freedomindeath4me

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Apr 6, 2022
106
I respect your effort. But yeah, no way that was going to work. Virtually everything prescribed today is practically impossible to kill yourself with. There are some prescriptions on the PPeH that will have a strong chance of death but they are not going to be prescribed to you. You have to buy them illegally and despite hours of research I have found no real way to verify online pharmacies.
 
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Graytaichi

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Feb 14, 2022
606
Heroin OD is common. Benzos is no where near there.
 
hopelessgirl

hopelessgirl

Mage
Oct 12, 2021
512
Im glad you're ok. Pills are rarely a good method. You need N for that. It's an anesthetic. Guaranteed death that you'll just fall asleep into. Basically bliss.
 
Pain In The Ass

Pain In The Ass

Wizard
Feb 10, 2022
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Multi-method could be useful with those sedating/pain killing medications. You could put yourself in a position (stood on a chair, etc) where, if you pass out, something potentially fatal will happen, then take lots and wait. You could do that. I'm not saying you should.
 
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Freedomindeath4me

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Apr 6, 2022
106
Heroin OD is common. Benzos is no where near there.
Heroin is unreliable. It's really an expensive gamble that you most likely won't come out on top of. It's illegally produced so dosage is unreliable. Also way more illegal than N, generally speaking.
 

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