How would you spend your last days?

[KatyushaHanging]

I'll go first: I'd wake up, skip breakfast like I do everyday. Spend my time leading up to CTB by writing individual letters to those important to me in my life. Listen to my favorite music artists, (The smiths, have a nice life, flatsound, insect warefare, etc), once I had compiled all my letters, I'd lay them out in order of importance, starting with my family members, moving down to my friends and those who have wronged me. Before finally CTB.. <3

 

[Darkover]

the same as every other day same shit just a different day

 

[jodes2]

I'd spend my remailing money on drugs and try and enjoy myself one last time. Listen to music and eat chocolate

 

[cogmachine]

have a nice life is the great artist to ctb to... in my case i'd spend it like any other, as it wouldn't matter in a couple of hours. give my parents money i've been planning on giving to them in an envelope, sending everyone i care about a message of appreciation, before going to the park to finally do it. still on the fence to whether tell friends online i'll kill myself, as i don't want for them to be sad, but also don't want them wondering about the whereabouts. will you be planning on delivering said letters via mail?

 

[Source Energy]

I would go somewhere, but nothing brings me pleasure anymore. I'll be cleaning the house, gather all my belongings in bags and suitcases to minimize work for the landlord - do you think police would go thru my closet/ suitcases? Maybe write that letter to get things off my chest, and put it in a bank safe with the instruction that if I don't come back to call the recipient to pick up the envelope.
I'll be crying a great deal as it breaks my heart that it didn't work out for me and I couldn't live my dreams. A lot of skype with my mom too...

 

[KatyushaHanging]

have a nice life is the great artist to ctb to... in my case i'd spend it like any other, as it wouldn't matter in a couple of hours. give my parents money i've been planning on giving to them in an envelope, sending everyone i care about a message of appreciation, before going to the park to finally do it. still on the fence to whether tell friends online i'll kill myself, as i don't want for them to be sad, but also don't want them wondering about the whereabouts. will you be planning on delivering said letters via mail?

HANL is one of my favorite bands. And no, I would probably write a set of instructions if I CTB before I could send them. Or I would wait a few days before hand and send them, or just send them on the day I was going to CTB <3

 

[arcadia]

Eating like shit and playing video games

 

[ncmxm]

I would quit any job I have at that moment
I would say sorry to my family and friends, if I have any at the moment
And then I would go somewhere nice, somewhere away from people and somewhere in nature, and I would spend my final days alone enjoying nature
Maybe I would read something or watch something too
And I would enjoy some alcohol

 

[Majestatea Masiva]

Its not like I have more capabilities or resources in my final days than the days before, so probably the same as every other day and just get hyped that "omg its finally gonna be over"

 

[cogmachine]

HANL is one of my favorite bands. And no, I would probably write a set of instructions if I CTB before I could send them. Or I would wait a few days before hand and send them, or just send them on the day I was going to CTB <3

that's understandable, although can't help but find instructions a bit risky or unreliable, i wish you the best (generally speaking). ((favourite songs of theirs, btw?))

 

[KatyushaHanging]

If I had to pick a fav I'd probably say Hunter, or The Big Gloom

 

[FuneralCry]

If I knew that I was very soon to permanently be gone from this world for definite, I would just spend my time feeling so relieved that it's all coming to an end. There wouldn't be a need to do much if I was soon to be gone as everything would seem especially insignificant. And of course there is nothing that I would wish to do, as I see it as being a curse having the ability to be conscious and aware. Existence is just unnecessary suffering.

 

[missingpeace]

Its not like I have more capabilities or resources in my final days than the days before, so probably the same as every other day and just get hyped that "omg its finally gonna be over"

Yes, it'll be the same for me. The more I wait, the more weary I get.

 

[Source Energy]

I would quit any job I have at that moment
I would say sorry to my family and friends, if I have any at the moment
And then I would go somewhere nice, somewhere away from people and somewhere in nature, and I would spend my final days alone enjoying nature
Maybe I would read something or watch something too
And I would enjoy some alcohol

for me, if I did that, I would enjoy it to the point of deluding myself to stay. I wouldn't ctb if I felt good, and as soon as I came back, I would be back to square one. I know because I had days like this.

As for quitting the job - I want to die belonging somewhere, to something, as opposed to completely alone and unattached to anything.

Also I wouldn't quit - what if you fail? Then you are alive and jobless...

 

[Archness]

Spend most of those last days writing something, not necessarily a note, just... something.
I'd then bring out the cash and live it up, until either the dopamine or money runs out.
Say "Sayonara" online, not looking back,
then end it all.

 

[Caoine01]

I want to go to a country where it's warm, by the sea. Let me have a really good time for a few days and make the final preparations at the same time.

 

[mistake22]

someplace alone far away from home preferably in the country side