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May 18, 2026
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So I have this weird idea of looking beautiful after I die. I know it's shallow, but it's my death. I even know which dress I want to wear, how I will do my makeup, things like that.
If I ctb with Sn how will I look? Will I vomit after loosing consciences? I know I will be kind of blue, but I'm okay with that.
Honestly I kinda want to do it by inert gas, but I don't have the money or the privacy for that.
Any other ideas?
 
E4syW3y0u7

E4syW3y0u7

Wasted it all.
May 19, 2026
61
From what i've read you look pale with blueish lips/fingertips.

Not sure about puking on yourself though.
 
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E4syW3y0u7

E4syW3y0u7

Wasted it all.
May 19, 2026
61
Maybe they're ok with puke on themselves. Shrug.
Well puke isn't pretty, but i suppose it's mostly liquid so kinda look like a wet spot.

I guess you mosly look undisturbed if you follow protocol.
 
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Bishop

Bishop

This is the way
Mar 24, 2024
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Well puke isn't pretty, but i suppose it's mostly liquid so kinda look like a wet spot.

I guess you mosly look undisturbed if you follow protocol.
I just thought she meant her physical body.
 

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