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CrossroadsOfDestiny

If I were to be born again, I would watch a sunset
Aug 18, 2026
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Hi everyone,
These past few days have been even weirder for me than they usually are, not because anything bad happened, but because all the (metaphorical) noise in my head has become a little bit louder. I don't have anyone else at the moment to talk about these little things, and I just want to have the opportunity to ask another human being about their day without thinking too much about mine. So, tell me:
- How was your day?
- How are you feeling at the moment?
- Have you done/ are you doing anything cool/ anything that makes you happy?
Feel free to answer me whatever you want about these questions or just writing here about whatever you want. I'm genuinely interested and I will try to read and answer as many as I can. I'll be looking forward to it :)
 
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2Sensible

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Aug 12, 2026
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Today was a good day, one of the rare days when I didn't experience any suicidal thoughts, mostly because I spent the entire day reading manga. When I'm completely focused on something I love, my mind finally goes quiet. Unfortunately, those moments are rare, and I know the thoughts will likely return tomorrow. They usually show up at some point every day, even if they don't last the whole day.
And you ?
 
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CrossroadsOfDestiny

If I were to be born again, I would watch a sunset
Aug 18, 2026
5
Today was a good day, one of the rare days when I didn't experience any suicidal thoughts, mostly because I spent the entire day reading manga. When I'm completely focused on something I love, my mind finally goes quiet. Unfortunately, those moments are rare, and I know the thoughts will likely return tomorrow. They usually show up at some point every day, even if they don't last the whole day.
And you ?
So happy to hear you had a good day! I love reading manga as well (including graphic novels, comics and webcomics), mostly because it's one of the few things I can focus in without much effort (unlike books, sadly). What are you reading at the moment, if you don't mind me asking?
As for me, I haven't done much today. I've tried not thinking too much in everything that worries me and to remain calm. I've recently started painting as a way to distract myself and to try and create something beautiful from my darkest feelings. I'm no artist, but I'd say that, for the moment, I'm happy with the result.
I don't know how tomorrow will turn out to be for you or for me, but even if those dark feelings come back, I wish you the brightest day ever, filled with all the happiness you deserve <3
 
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SchizoPolyGymnast

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May 28, 2024
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Today was shit. Not for any particular reason. It just was shit. And even though it was shit, I don't want to go home and end it. I'm praying for the opportunity to work an overnight.
 
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So happy to hear you had a good day! I love reading manga as well (including graphic novels, comics and webcomics), mostly because it's one of the few things I can focus in without much effort (unlike books, sadly). What are you reading at the moment, if you don't mind me asking?
As for me, I haven't done much today. I've tried not thinking too much in everything that worries me and to remain calm. I've recently started painting as a way to distract myself and to try and create something beautiful from my darkest feelings. I'm no artist, but I'd say that, for the moment, I'm happy with the result.
I don't know how tomorrow will turn out to be for you or for me, but even if those dark feelings come back, I wish you the brightest day ever, filled with all the happiness you deserve <3
I was reading "freesia". And you? Are you reading something at the moment ? Or what was your last read ?
Yeah i agree, manga needs less concentration than books for me too, but i read books sometimes, i just need to find the right one.
Oh paiting, that's cool. Do you feel it help to "alleviate" the sadness ? What are you painting?

Thanks that nice of you, i also wish you the brightest day ever !
 

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