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ItNeedsToHappen

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Can't own a firearm anymore so looked for alternatives. So a Speargun to carotid artery, abdominal artery, femoral artery. Etc. Also, what about Barium Chloride? It's deadly and causes hypokalemia. Would also be scary because it can cause muscle paralysis. It can be bought without own a business or lab. If neither method is viable then hanging will be mine.
 
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Did you try to get SN?
 
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Speargun in the neck? Sounds pretty horrific. Not sure other places. For sure lots of pain, though, no matter where. No idea about Barium Chloride.
 
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Speargun in the neck? Sounds pretty horrific. Not sure other places. For sure lots of pain, though, no matter where. No idea about Barium Chloride.
Yea it def sounds horrific…but I think it would definitely severe your carotid and you would die in minutes. There was also a guy who put a speargun through his skull through the top of his mouth just like you would do with a firearm.
Damn that's sad. Did you find any others of the ppeh?
What is ppeh?
 
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Not good methods; too much can go wrong. Check out the stickies.
 
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Yea it def sounds horrific…but I think it would definitely severe your carotid and you would die in minutes. There was also a guy who put a speargun through his skull through the top of his mouth just like you would do with a firearm.
It's hard to imagine, for me anyway, standing, or sitting, with a speargun up against my neck and pulling the trigger. Actually, I guess you'd be pushing the trigger since the gun is aimed at yourself. What it it misses the artery?
 
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It's hard to imagine, for me anyway, standing, or sitting, with a speargun up against my neck and pulling the trigger. Actually, I guess you'd be pushing the trigger since the gun is aimed at yourself. What it it misses the artery?

It's hard to imagine, for me anyway, standing, or sitting, with a speargun up against my neck and pulling the trigger. Actually, I guess you'd be pushing the trigger since the gun is aimed at yourself. What it it misses the artery?
It's impossible to miss the carotid because It's against your throat. Your throat is basically the guide for the spear. I'd try to do it at angle just in case you hit your spine and paralyze yourself, and end up not dying from a carotid shot.
Not good methods; too much can go wrong. Check out the stickies.
I agree with the speargun, but what about barium chloride?
 
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It's impossible to miss the carotid because It's against your throat. Your throat is basically the guide for the spear. I'd try to do it at angle just in case you hit your spine and paralyze yourself, and end up not dying from a carotid shot.
How serious/likely are you about this "method"? Like is it your main method? Kudos to you if you're able to do this. Gives me the heebie-jeebies just thinking about it, tbh. And to think I thought laying a neck on a train track was bad.............
 
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ItNeedsToHappen

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How serious/likely are you about this "method"? Like is it your main method? Kudos to you if you're able to do this. Gives me the heebie-jeebies just thinking about it, tbh. And to think I thought laying a neck on a train track was bad.............
Putting my neck on the railroad tracks was my method until I found out that they have a barrier in front of the train lol what about a grinder to the brachial artery?
 
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Putting my neck on the railroad tracks was my method until I found out that they have a barrier in front of the train lol what about a grinder to the brachial artery?
Come on man! There was a video linked some time ago that showed a guy taking a chain saw to his neck. I only saw it once and that was enough for me. Even that was too much. Honestly, I'm only about peaceful means. I don't like pain, even if only for a few seconds. Call me a coward if you want. I'll wear that badge.
 
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ItNeedsToHappen

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Come on man! There was a video linked some time ago that showed a guy taking a chain saw to his neck. I only saw it once and that was enough for me. Even that was too much. Honestly, I'm only about peaceful means. I don't like pain, even if only for a few seconds. Call me a coward if you want. I'll wear that badge.
If I could get some SN…I'd use that…but I'm in desperate times and I can't find it. Got some really bad stuff happening to me in a few months.
 
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If I could get some SN…I'd use that…but I'm in desperate times and I can't find it. Got some really bad stuff happening to me in a few months.
I don't think SN is a "bad" method by any means, but the vomiting is a big turn off for me. I used to drink a lot back in high school and into my twenties. My stomach never really got used to alcohol. It didn't matter what I drank, I would always throw-up. Often, after drinking a lot, I'd get violent dry heaves, too. Never liked vomiting since. Not that there's anyone who does. But, I still don't and find it uncomfortable and even painful. I try to avoid it. When I got GERD about 20 years ago, it about killed me. No, I'll skip the SN unless very desperate and no other methods are viable for me.
 
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Can't own a firearm anymore so looked for alternatives. So a Speargun to carotid artery, abdominal artery, femoral artery. Etc. Also, what about Barium Chloride? It's deadly and causes hypokalemia. Would also be scary because it can cause muscle paralysis. It can be bought without own a business or lab. If neither method is viable then hanging will be mine.
If you use the search function for barium chloride there are some threads of people strongly advising against it from attempting and how severe the pain was. I would research that one carefully and see how you feel about it.
 
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