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justpassingby
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- Jul 4, 2020
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How do you motivate yourself to commit suicide? I can't seem to commit to it. Still scared of the "unknown" and how it will affect people who care about me
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This is what i did prior to my attempt......How do you motivate yourself to commit suicide? I can't seem to commit to it. Still scared of the "unknown" and how it will affect people who care about me
Must have been crap SN or Nitrate.This is what i did prior to my attempt......
It took about 7 to 8 days of being alone. No phone contact, no texts, emails, no social media. No sex of any kind. Hard drinking, frequently to pass out. Minimal food.
Looking at pictures of the begining to end of successful animal rescues, which seeing animals neglected breaks my heart.
Thinking about what i lost and what could have been.
No human interaction or contact. Sleep during the days and stay out of the light. Get inside your head. No movies, videos, etc.
As far as what others think, fuck them. They had their chance. Be selfish and be sorry for yourself all at the same time.
Look at old pictures of when you were younger in happier times.
It worked for me.
Then i took a double dose of SN and it didnt work.
I used 20 grams of US domestic Nitrite and 20 grams of the jungle brand. Didnt workMust have been crap SN or Nitrate.
how come? 20 grams is a lethal dose of pure NaNO2 .I used 20 grams of US domestic Nitrite and 20 grams of the jungle brand. Didnt work
The 2nd dose was my back uphow come? 20 grams is a lethal dose of pure NaNO2 .