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ifeelsobad
Experienced
- Aug 23, 2022
- 218
At this point I don't want to do anything to directly kill myself but I'd like to trigger a seizure so I can just sleep (I'm not sure about death so I just want to be allowed to stay home and sleep as much as I want and not deal with stress from other people and things going on) I don't care if I end up in hospital. I have epilepsy and have seizures many times in the past but I dont know what triggers it. It doesn't do anything but make me extremely tired I don't even know it's happening. Anyway that's my question
It's not so much trying to kill myself directly like hanging or jumping in front of a train would but more like just I'm depressed and feel tired all the time and want an excuse I guess to do it(depressed isn't a good enough excuse on one by me takes mental illness seriously the only time I get good care and rest is for physical things)
It's not so much trying to kill myself directly like hanging or jumping in front of a train would but more like just I'm depressed and feel tired all the time and want an excuse I guess to do it(depressed isn't a good enough excuse on one by me takes mental illness seriously the only time I get good care and rest is for physical things)