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WannaDisappear_

WannaDisappear_

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Apr 24, 2026
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I first discovered u can witness the feeling of passing out and that peaceful vibes from pressing on ur carotids. Since hanging was on my mind I wanted to see if this method was for me or not

I did that n got addicted to it. Doing it 4-5 times a day. And after 3-4 days whenever I pressed I wud get full blown seizures for abt 5 seconds. And yeah it just occurs when I compress the carotids. Now I never really get that good feeling of blacking out anymore. I also have constant shaking hands from strangling myself. Tho the hand tremors are subtle. But yeah

I'm so confused. Just how to black out n not get seizures. I practice partial btw. If any one has heard abt this, I'd love to hear ur insights. Pls help me out if u can. Again thanks for reading :)