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Breadkey
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- Mar 2, 2026
- 66
I have a crippling fear of humiliation/embarassment tht impacts just about everything. I've destroyed my life because of it and my passion has completely dulled party because of it and partly due to the effort it takes. It's like I'm allergic to effort. I have extremely foggy brain so whenever i sit down to something it's like a chaotic storm and becomes extremely indecisive but after some time i manage but then comes another challenge and that's being consistent. I can only stay consistent to something max 3 days. It's almost like taking myself out would be considered natural selection (and it is funnily enough)