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l1ablemistakes

l1ablemistakes

Wasted potential
Feb 16, 2026
204
This seems to be the only part of my plan I'm struggling with. I'm planning FSH at home as I have a strong outdoor beam that can hold my weight but I don't want my partner or housemate (one of my best friends) to be the one to find me. I was planning on calling an ambulance myself and not telling them my location so they have to take time to track the call and potentially check neighbours houses too. I was also planning on barricading all the doorways that lead to outside to slow them down some more. Would that be enough to achieve brain death? I wouldn't mind if they did CPR so my organs can be donated. I just don't want to end up as a vegetable. Thanks!
 
DeathWish3301

DeathWish3301

Experienced
May 15, 2024
229
I was planning on calling an ambulance myself and not telling them my location so they have to take time to track the call and potentially check neighbours houses too.

This is a tremendous waste of emergency services resources that could be used to help someone who actually needs it.
 
l1ablemistakes

l1ablemistakes

Wasted potential
Feb 16, 2026
204
This is a tremendous waste of emergency services resources that could be used to help someone who actually needs it.
Trust me I work in the ED, I've seen what wasting resources looks like. I'd rather this than traumatise my friend or partner for life.
 

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