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ratvroomvrooms

ratvroomvrooms

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I want to do it in a few months (saving up for SN at the moment and stuff). I don't want to hurt others, so I'm taking precautions while I save up. I'm doing stuff right now like making my presence as little as possible (but not too small that they'd get suspicious of me) so that they slowly get used to my lack of presence (in a weird way, that makes me feel sad because selfishly, I want to be remembered), and trying to get them to redirect their attention. Like for my friend, he usually sticks beside me. I'm trying to get him to talk to our other friends he isn't as close to. Anything else I can do?
 
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You don't really. It is an unworldly pain, no matter how much you try to make it easier. It's better to accept and make peace that this is going to scar your loved ones for a lifetime. Instead of trying to erase the pain, make your last moments with them as worthwhile as you can. Give them memories and love that they can hold onto forever.
 
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