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Ichigo

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Jun 15, 2023
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I still live with my parents also, i dont even have my ow. credit card to buy anything like sn or co online.i want to die as painless as possible!ive been thinking about overdosing on prescribed medicine, but im afraid that it might not work. :<
 
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absolomonisgone

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Jan 23, 2023
322
Do research on full drop hanging...., But then, you are still very young if still living with your parents....
Maybe, you can also consider..., Fuck around, Find out.
I'd advise:
Fuck around, find out.
Will be 50 on 1 October, my ctb date too. But then:
I fucked around and found out
 
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Ichigo

Banned
Jun 15, 2023
106
I dont want to do that. Hanging sounds too gruesome and painful. If my parents saw me hanging like that, they would cry. It would be awful. So that is why i want to die using something like pills or sn.
 
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Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
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There are Numerous methods described within this site, whichever choice you choose ( if any), I wish you the best.

Thoughts and prayers sent your way, Godspeed. ♥ -
 
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absolomonisgone

Specialist
Jan 23, 2023
322
I'm not prolifer and all; I'm a disillusioned professor---, why not you just do what you always wanted to do. Be a real bad girl, run away from home, live rough ..., Believe you me, by the time you are done with it, you will have the guts to CTB--, or your life will have completely changed and you may decide on death date like me on your own terms.
 
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Worndown

Angelic
Mar 21, 2019
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Your parents will cry anyway. That is not avoidable. Full drop is a movie method now. Full suspension is what you mean.

Research whatever method you are considering. If you are going to try, do it right.
 
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Final Spirit

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Nov 7, 2022
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Summer is coming up, so there is lots of opportunities to find limited small jobs in order to pay for a more preferred method.
 
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BlackNails

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Jun 13, 2023
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Do very careful research on OD'ing on prescription or OTC meds
One might think taking a full bottle must work, but I can speak from experience that often times you just wake up either in vomit or an unknown location
Be careful, rather take the time to plan things properly
 
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90starve

i don’t know who i am
May 8, 2023
578
please have a read through this thread before deciding on a method :) there's a lot of useful information.


thinking of you and wishing you the best <3
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I just don't think suicide is that straightforward, sadly, if it was that easy to pass away painlessly I'm sure it would be such a relief for so many suffering people. The problem is that we exist in this anti-suicide society and if people could easily ctb with any kind of prescription medication then it would soon be restricted, I think trying to die in such a way would just lead to more suffering.
I certainly wish that suicide was easier but anyway I hope you eventually find the freedom you search for.
 
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