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HangingOn

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Jun 5, 2018
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I put rope around neck.
Almost ready to jump.
But just can't
It's too painful
How can i finally just do it ?
 
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HangingOn

Member
Jun 5, 2018
9
All that stopped me before.
Do i really want to do it ?
Hurting friends family
Afterlife ?
All of the above i am ok with.
It is just fear of pain now
or failing and making things worse
How do i just do it ?
 
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Tiburcio

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I tried it too but I can't. Being drunk and taking pills at the same time didn't worked. So I will try ligature strangulation, it's not as painful as hanging.
 
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HangInThere

Just hanging around
Apr 27, 2018
31
Knowing that being alive is far worse than a few minutes of pain is enough for me.
 
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HangingOn

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Jun 5, 2018
9
Knowing that being alive is far worse than a few minutes of pain is enough for me.
I spend all day thinking this
then finally at night when i can do this
I just can't jump
Then it's the same thing the next day and the next
This for months now
 
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HangInThere

Just hanging around
Apr 27, 2018
31
I spend all day thinking this
then finally at night when i can do this
I just can't jump
Then it's the same thing the next day and the next
This for months now

Have you considered partial suspension or ligature strangulation?
 
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HangingOn

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Jun 5, 2018
9
I tried partial suspension about 20 times
just gave up on that
It could work but when i pass out
I'm afraid rope could loosen
Thats why i moved onto full suspension

ligature strangulation
Tried a few times
but same fear as above

so it has to be full suspension
it's all setup and ready
maybe if i just set a time and just do it really quick without thinking ?
 
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HangInThere

Just hanging around
Apr 27, 2018
31
I tried partial suspension about 20 times
just gave up on that
It could work but when i pass out
I'm afraid rope could loosen
Thats why i moved onto full suspension

ligature strangulation
Tried a few times
but same fear as above

so it has to be full suspension
it's all setup and ready
maybe if i just set a time and just do it really quick without thinking ?

Unless it's long drop (calculated and all) you'll have to be prepared for some pain and survival instincts kicking in. Do you think you can handle that?
 
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HangingOn

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Jun 5, 2018
9
I've read that it can take anywhere from a few seconds to several minutes. Thanks for the link by the way, it's very interesting.
Ok
and thank you also
 
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transgenderfailure

Subhuman Creature
Apr 30, 2018
117
theres this zone I get into when I am about to drink my death drink.

I am waiting on the time where I can just pass this zone when something really awful happens again, cause now I am just stuck in this annoying space where I start thinking about my loved ones.

I can't live but also can't seem to die.
 
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transgenderfailure

Subhuman Creature
Apr 30, 2018
117
i hope you find peace, however it may be good luck..
 
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I want to end it

Arcanist
Apr 29, 2018
475
what about n or helium/nitrogen?
 
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Lucas

Member
May 26, 2018
81
It may require that last straw or mood. It has been studied that people who are about to kill themselves have really slow blinking rate and it comes from that certain feeling where you kinda finally snap. I noticed this with myself sometime ago, can't remember the situation, but I noticed that I stopped blinking and if I would had the means to end it all, I would have. I guess the term 'seeing red' comes closes to it.
 
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HangingOn

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Jun 5, 2018
9
what about n or helium/nitrogen?
No i have thought of other methods including these
but have decided on hanging
going to try again tonight
months ago i was unsure if i really wanted to end it
then hurting friends family and fear of afterlife was stopping me

now i'm sure i want to end it
still hate doing it to friends and family
but it's just hopeless
i have to do it
just need to jump
 
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Aity4883

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Mar 28, 2018
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When it gets bad enough you'll be glad you have the rope.

You can wait for that to happen or get a perfect method.

A method so easy and peaceful that it has only a little of the survival instinct.

Not sure of many methods like that...Probably morphine OD? Some kind of anesthethic? Nitrogen...
 
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chronicpainnomore

Not Circling the Drain Anymore
May 31, 2018
310
Nitrogen! There's no pain, no feeling of suffocation, you're unconscious in seconds, dead in minutes. I really need to write up how I assembled my supplies for less than $200.
 
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wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,782
yes how to just finally do it so i can die
 
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Elaina

Member
May 16, 2018
96
It may require that last straw or mood. It has been studied that people who are about to kill themselves have really slow blinking rate and it comes from that certain feeling where you kinda finally snap. I noticed this with myself sometime ago, can't remember the situation, but I noticed that I stopped blinking and if I would had the means to end it all, I would have. I guess the term 'seeing red' comes closes to it.
That's really interesting. I can see why that's a thing.
 

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