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hello I am looking for a good jumping technique (about 55 m from the 19th floor) how to jump? diving head first seems scary to me and I won't be able to do it...

I thought while handcuffing my hands behind my back, and diving to land on my stomach...what do you think of this method?

the goal is to land on the stomach or on the back so that the impact is reflected on the head (cerebral hemorrhage) I would have taken 2.3 hours before a good dose of anticoagulants.

thanks in advance
 
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metalpi

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I don't like this method unless it's very very high up. If it isn't or for some reason you're just "lucky" it'll be insanely painful and could cripple you for life and then you will have more trouble ctbing for me I much rather go with drugs or jump when I'm on a bunch of sedatives because at least I'll feel good! 😁
 
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Others advices?
 
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Outsidelessness

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Again, you can do two methods at once. While jumping off a high building will likely kill you, you can still overdose on opiates or SN beforehand.
 
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Yes but for the jump ? How? technique ?
 
egirlsuicides

egirlsuicides

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while there is no good way to jump without SI kicking in (also unreliable even when head first), ive seen people talk about taking benzos before so they dont get too freaked out. all i know tho
 
exhaustedanonymous

exhaustedanonymous

everything that lives is gone to waste
Nov 14, 2022
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do you mean like, position? i think its recommended you go head-first down, but don't quote me on that. i think there's a jumping megathread
 
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Yes position

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itsallpointless

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Go pick up diving. Best way to learn. Since you're so keen on doing it might as we do something fun that also empowers you with the skill
 
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I dont understand....
 
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disgugly

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Again, you can do two methods at once. While jumping off a high building will likely kill you, you can still overdose on opiates or SN beforehand.
and cut the veins before the jump, just in case. 3 in 1. oh wait, even better, they could put a bag on their head just in case falling, poison and blood loss won't work. NOICE
 
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How about like a traditional skydiver position, on your belly head and chin up, arch your back, arms and legs out to the side slightly, knees bent. It's a stable position, land flat on impact. Your head is a large mass when falling, so if you lower your head you will tumble forward. Head and chin up to stay flat and level and arch to be stable. I have skydived in a wind tunnel years ago. Can you afford some wind tunnel experience? Just a thought. The higher the better, and don't kill anyone by landing on them.
 
disgugly

disgugly

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If seriously, just don't try this method. It's very unreliable.
 
tryingtoescape

tryingtoescape

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Dec 30, 2019
213
Would jumping facing forwards or backwards be easier Si wise? I'm going to use benzos of course. High floor. Also, please don't reply if you are just going to say you don't like the jumping method. I'm asking about position and Si.
 
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pneumonoultramicros

i hate this planet
Feb 16, 2023
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i would assume it might be easier to jump backwards so you cant see how long the fall is or you could try to trick your brain into thinking its just like a small drop on a nice soft surface or something. not sure how easy it would be to actually trick yourself like that but being on something would probably help. just a thought
 
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Would jumping facing forwards or backwards be easier Si wise? I'm going to use benzos of course. High floor. Also, please don't reply if you are just going to say you don't like the jumping method. I'm asking about position and Si.
i think backwards, but it might be hard to go head first
 
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O'lord! I Have My Doubts
Sep 2, 2022
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Can't help you in words m8 but maybe check out some suicides by jumping videos on livegore.
I'd recommend the Brave Browser to block all trackers and adds
 
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SamTam33

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Oct 9, 2022
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My plan is to jump backwards and just... fall. Depending on how busy traffic is, I might not have time to position myself and will just put the car in park and hop over the side in one fell swoop.

No pauses.

I'm getting all of my SI thoughts out now. I also made a list of things to spur me on. Items I'll read over before I make the drive so they'll be fresh in my head: all the things I've tried to improve my life. All the things people have said/done to me.

I'm practicing controlling my brain instead of it controlling me.

My opinion is that the position isn't as important as the height. If you're high enough, the ground will take care of everything regardless of how you try to position yourself.
 
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How about like a traditional skydiver position, on your belly head and chin up, arch your back, arms and legs out to the side slightly, knees bent. It's a stable position, land flat on impact. Your head is a large mass when falling, so if you lower your head you will tumble forward. Head and chin up to stay flat and level and arch to be stable. I have skydived in a wind tunnel years ago. Can you afford some wind tunnel experience? Just a thought. The higher the better, and don't kill anyone by landing on them.
Picture please...it seems hard
 
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CTB Fella

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hello I am looking for a good jumping technique (about 55 m from the 19th floor) how to jump? diving head first seems scary to me and I won't be able to do it...

I thought while handcuffing my hands behind my back, and diving to land on my stomach...what do you think of this method?

the goal is to land on the stomach or on the back so that the impact is reflected on the head (cerebral hemorrhage) I would have taken 2.3 hours before a good dose of anticoagulants.

thanks in advance
I've been on a roof or two.

Only reason I didn't go, is because I knew in the back of my mind that it wasn't quite high enough. The chance of survival was too great, so I chose to back down.

Fuck the police negotiators; they played no part in my decision. I had them eating from my hands, for 4.5 hours.

But, to get to your question, I would simply do this (as it would be my last gesture, on this earth):

Back to the edge, arms out, close one's eyes, then just lean back.

Peaceful, beautiful, poetic.

Believe me, if you're going to go (die) you're going to go.

Be true to yourself, as this will be your final gesture.

Go out STRONG!
 
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Personally. I think it's hard to control how you fall.
 
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Dec 30, 2019
213
I am trying to think of which position would be easier. Facing front and jumping flat seems scary to me. Facing front and jumping footfirst, seems a little easier but I'm afraid I'll land on my feet. Facing backwards you can't see what's below you, but I know when I've tried to lessen hesitation by practicing on a high diving board tons of times in a row, facing backwards was still scary to me for some reason. It might be because it was into water. But I did it tons of times in a row to try to up my comfort with it. Sitting down facing backwards and falling may be easier for me, but I have no idea.

I wish I had more courage. I genuinely want to die. I've attempted to OD when I was even younger and I got a chronic illness, and didn't have any desire to survive and didn't tell anyone until I realized I wasn't passing out even after an hour or two. I don't have a fear of heights but the scary part of jumping is falling. I'm not scared to die, I'm just scared of the feeling of going down, and when it comes to other methods, surviving. I just wish I wasn't a coward with jumping because being as fatal as it is with a low survival rate, it's one of my top 3 methods. I've got a high rise apartment in another country and I could use that and thought of that is so comforting since the method of jumping is so fatal.
 
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lukas19

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hello I am looking for a good jumping technique (about 55 m from the 19th floor) how to jump? diving head first seems scary to me and I won't be able to do it...

I thought while handcuffing my hands behind my back, and diving to land on my stomach...what do you think of this method?

the goal is to land on the stomach or on the back so that the impact is reflected on the head (cerebral hemorrhage) I would have taken 2.3 hours before a good dose of anticoagulants.

thanks in advance
I think jumping head first (I mean people have survived falling from airplanes) Yes it will be scary but jumping to your death will be scary! and is better than chancing being a cripple. Handcuffing your hands sounds good (if no handcuffs, pour superglue onto your palms then quickly press them together behind your back) When time are you going to jump? During the day you might land on someone or traumatise them if bits of you cover them, so night is best unless you want to make a statement.
 
tryingtoescape

tryingtoescape

Experienced
Dec 30, 2019
213
Only reason I didn't go, is because I knew in the back of my mind that it wasn't quite high enough. The chance of survival was too great, so I chose to back down.

Fuck the police negotiators; they played no part in my decision. I had them eating from my hands, for 4.5 hours.

But, to get to your question, I would simply do this (as it would be my last gesture, on this earth):

Back to the edge, arms out, close one's eyes, then just lean back.

Peaceful, beautiful, poetic.

Believe me, if you're going to go (die) you're going to go.

Be true to yourself, as this will be your final gesture.

Go out STRONG!
The thought of cops and strangers seeing me and coming and looking up to watch me makes me anxious, I really can't stand the idea of strangers ruining my final moments by telling me to come down the entire time or making jokes and just watching me do it in general. I've gone up on my apartment terrace before at 3 am so that no one would see, and climbed over the railing to sit on the edge that faces the parking lot to relax and build up courage for the future. It was a little nervewracking looking down from that high up but in a good way! NYC here in America where I actually live right now is a lot more crowded than my apartment in the middle east and I don't want anyone to see when I book a hotel, if I end up going with jumping.
 
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J'ai été sur un toit ou deux.

La seule raison pour laquelle je n'y suis pas allé, c'est parce que je savais au fond de moi que ce n'était pas assez haut. Les chances de survie étaient trop grandes, alors j'ai choisi de reculer.

Fuck les négociateurs de la police; ils n'ont joué aucun rôle dans ma décision. Je les ai fait manger dans mes mains pendant 4,5 heures.

Mais, pour en venir à ta question, je ferais simplement ceci (car ce serait mon dernier geste, sur cette terre) :

Dos au bord, bras tendus, fermer les yeux, puis se pencher en arrière.

Paisible, beau, poétique.

Croyez-moi, si vous allez (mourir), vous allez y aller.

Soyez fidèle à vous-même, car ce sera votre dernier geste.

Sortez FORT !
jumping from behind (dropping), fear of landing on my buttocks or not leaning back enough and ending up on my feet. in addition we do not see if there are people or not at the bottom....
 
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oneeyed

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Go pick up diving. Best way to learn. Since you're so keen on doing it might as we do something fun that also empowers you with the skill
Just don't expect a team of judges hold up scoring cards. But on a serious note, this is probably the best way of learning how to control your body during the fall. If you go through with this, please dont where other people could get hurt from your drop.
 

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