dimstar

dimstar

Poor little woodpecker
Mar 17, 2023
320
Hey all so I have a appointment tomorrow with my general practitioner, havent seen him in 3 years because I've grown to dislike doctors. Anyway I have suffered from severe depression and social anxiety for a decade and have been honest about it even suicidal idealization and self harm. Everytime I would get prescribed an antidepressant and never anything for my anxiety, tried probably 5 diffrent ones over 2 years(I only ever noticed negative side effects). Closest I got was ambien but had to stop that after several odd sleep walking experiences. I scheduled a general check up and mentioned I wanted to talk about my anxiety getting back into therapy. It's very real for me as I would get so anxious days before I had therapy appointments and that's the time my self harm got the worst because of it. What can I say to be prescribed a benzo? I dont want to straight ask for it. I think it would help alot for possible recovery as well as be the peice missing in my plan B.
 
Cryptonite

Cryptonite

In the state of shock of what happened
Apr 30, 2022
723
Don't bother with these terrible docs, you can order online from the darkweb.
 
Shadowlord900

Shadowlord900

Seeker of Darkness
Sep 29, 2022
921
Benzos very rarely get prescribed, doctors only like using benzos for short term treatment because long term use is not recommended for various reasons (tolerance build up, possible terrible withdrawal symptoms etc.).

As @Cryptonite said above, you'll have an easier time trying to get them from the dark web.

V :wink:
 
dimstar

dimstar

Poor little woodpecker
Mar 17, 2023
320
I've never used the darkweb I dont know where I'd start. Am I really just waiting my time seeing the doctor again?
 
Yahwa

Yahwa

씨발년
Mar 28, 2023
82
You can try to ask your doctor before ordering from the DW. In my experience, I've always gotten anything I wanted from doctors by playing the sympathy card, and, let's be honest, being manipulative. Just remember them about your previous history with antidepressants etc and tell them that lately something's triggered you and as a result you can't leave the house without having a panic attack. Tell them that in the past one of your psychiatrists had suggested you try some anxiolytics and you didn't want to because you were scared you were gonna become addicted but now you want to give it a try because you can't deal with your anxiety anymore. Again, in my experience it's always worked. Wishing you the best
 
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Ernest1964

Specialist
Jan 6, 2023
363
How far away do you live from any border town? I'm pretty sure that you can get some benzes otc here in Mexico.
 
dimstar

dimstar

Poor little woodpecker
Mar 17, 2023
320
You can try to ask your doctor before ordering from the DW. In my experience, I've always gotten anything I wanted from doctors by playing the sympathy card, and, let's be honest, being manipulative. Just remember them about your previous history with antidepressants etc and tell them that lately something's triggered you and as a result you can't leave the house without having a panic attack. Tell them that in the past one of your psychiatrists had suggested you try some anxiolytics and you didn't want to because you were scared you were gonna become addicted but now you want to give it a try because you can't deal with your anxiety anymore. Again, in my experience it's always worked. Wishing you the best
Thanks it's not to far from the truth so hopefully wont even need to lie much and they can just do their job? Not close to the southern boarder unfortunately. If it doesn't go well might PM you fadingfast. Thanks
 
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dimstar

dimstar

Poor little woodpecker
Mar 17, 2023
320
Yeah screw doctors. Should have guess after I had to get a self harm injury checked out a few years ago and he told me to get a tattoo next time.
 
hellispink

hellispink

poisonous
May 26, 2022
1,231
most don't give benzos at all until you have been seeing them for months and they see the other treatments werent doing the job. Psychiatrists are useless even for that
 

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