dimstar
Poor little woodpecker
- Mar 17, 2023
- 320
Hey all so I have a appointment tomorrow with my general practitioner, havent seen him in 3 years because I've grown to dislike doctors. Anyway I have suffered from severe depression and social anxiety for a decade and have been honest about it even suicidal idealization and self harm. Everytime I would get prescribed an antidepressant and never anything for my anxiety, tried probably 5 diffrent ones over 2 years(I only ever noticed negative side effects). Closest I got was ambien but had to stop that after several odd sleep walking experiences. I scheduled a general check up and mentioned I wanted to talk about my anxiety getting back into therapy. It's very real for me as I would get so anxious days before I had therapy appointments and that's the time my self harm got the worst because of it. What can I say to be prescribed a benzo? I dont want to straight ask for it. I think it would help alot for possible recovery as well as be the peice missing in my plan B.