How to find a decent job?

[ElisaFranco]

I'm a fresh graduate at the age of 21. However, after a month of job searching, I realized that job looking is difficult. Those who reached out to me are mostly scams. Apart from that, my parents kept telling me that I am a failure. But all I wanted was a simple job with a 8-hour workday. What did I do wrong? Why is life this hard on me? Can't a decent guy find a decent job nowadays?

 

[.idiot]

But all I wanted was a simple job with a 8-hour workday. What did I do wrong?

Not be born in the 50s.

 

[Widow39]

Situation for get job is now so bad everywhere seems. You are the 3rd young person I hear here who want to ctb because can't get a job, it's so sad omg

 

[ElisaFranco]

Situation for get job is now so bad everywhere seems. You are the 3rd young person I hear here who want to ctb because can't get a job, it'

I had a terrible childhood. I'm Asian and I have typical Asian family. I got bullied in middle school. I couldn't stand it. I couldn't seek help. I tried to hang myself but failed. When my mom found out that my neck was full of bruises and realized what happened. The very first thing she told me was "The school would sack students with suicidal behavior!"
I tried to jump off the school building later then. And she was right. Someone saw what happened and "saved" me. I got sacked a month later.
My student era was full of meaningless studies. I slept at ten at primary school. Slept at eleven at middle school. Slept at twelve at high middle school.But I had hope at that time. I believed that if I studied hard, I could had a better life.
Now, everything I did, everything I sacrificed, they now seem meaningless. My family offered me no actual help. All they did was to criticize me. They say I am lazy. They say I want too much.
I'm exhausted. I'm just 21 and I already found some of my hair turning white. I stopped hoping for tomorrow a long time ago. I had 7500 tomorrows and none became better. The biggest wish of mine now is to die in my sleep.

 

[sadbh—itstimetogo🤎]

not sure if you're looking for advice, but maybe have someone review your resume and ask people in your life to ask people in their's if they know anyone who's hiring. How many jobs have you applied for? Sometimes it takes a while.

And sorry your parents are being mean without helping.