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dra1ncoreslwt

dra1ncoreslwt

tove 𓆩♡𓆪
Mar 22, 2023
129
this is mostly a question for anyone individually, so feel free to share your own experience, let it out. my date is closing in, but I'm thinking I might most likely not go through with it, what about you?
 
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savoytruffle

savoytruffle

Student
Mar 31, 2022
197
I don't have a set date (hopefully by Christmas or new year's, I'm not seeing another new year) but every time I think about it i get this full feeling in my chest, like excitement or something I can't describe it, id say 95% of that and 5% dread for whoever finds me from my family
 
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Hunter2005

Experienced
Apr 15, 2023
228
I will feel happy because I'm pretty close to being free.
 
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Bunnybrains

Bunnybrains

Member
May 22, 2023
61
Sleepy. Sad. Wanting to hold onto the things that make life so pretty but knowing my hands are covered in oil. Just wanting it to be ovee but feeling like i can nevee get enough bunny snuggles or video games with loved ones. I think- when i finally try again? It will be like laying down and being cradled by death. Heavy nothingness
 
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Octavia

Octavia

“I’d… rather kill myself.”
Mar 4, 2023
363
Kind of resigned. Unforeseen complications have delayed my plans, but I am certain that I will be dying by my own hand within this year.
 
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OceanBlue

OceanBlue

Feminist
Jun 13, 2021
701
Burdened by the planning stage. It feels like I have a whole wedding to plan before taking such an emotionally heavy step for myself. Makes me want to 'elope' sooner just to avoid doing all that.

Then I feel some regret for things I wanted to do, but had to admit I couldn't.

And I often think about everyone in a similar situation, how we share the same nightmare and how great it would be if nothing existed instead.

It really sucked that I was born (don't have kids people).

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