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greyblue_bian

greyblue_bian

2x Failed CTB Member
Jun 10, 2022
184
The first attempt I made was in August of 2022 and I used SN and clearly, it did not work. I think the problems were 1. I used too little in my water and/or 2. It wasn't pure enough. I just want to be reassured on things I need to know/do to make sure this time around things go they way I intend them to. Thanks for any help and sorry if this is a dumb question.
 
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dreamfloat

dreamfloat

Member
Apr 22, 2024
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How much do you weigh and how much SN did you take? From the SN bible post: "25gm SN in 50 -100 ml of plain water is the ppeh standard upto 100kgs, 35grams SN for more than 100kgs"

Did you not have any symptoms at all? No tachycardia, vomiting, passing out?
 
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greyblue_bian

greyblue_bian

2x Failed CTB Member
Jun 10, 2022
184
How much do you weigh and how much SN did you take? From the SN bible post: "25gm SN in 50 -100 ml of plain water is the ppeh standard upto 100kgs, 35grams SN for more than 100kgs"

Did you not have any symptoms at all? No tachycardia, vomiting, passing out?
No, I didn't have anything at all. After I drank the mix of water and SN, I went to bed and the next day I woke up feeling fine. The only weird thing were the really violent sounds my stomach was making the next morning, but I never actually threw anything up. I didn't pass out either; I had to get myself to fall asleep. No weird heartbeat rate from what I can remember either. I was just disappointed, honestly but I guess that's my own fault.

Thanks for the help, though.
 
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Esokabat

Specialist
Apr 22, 2024
390
I think it would be useful if you could give any approximate data as you are asking advice but you are not providing any specifics.
Can you estimate how much SN ypu took?
Did you buy it from a known source?
What was the purity stated when you bought it.
Based on what you describe, it sounds like you just drank salty water. Are you sure it was not fake?
 
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Iwashereonce

Iwashereonce

Specialist
Apr 25, 2019
353
No, I didn't have anything at all. After I drank the mix of water and SN, I went to bed and the next day I woke up feeling fine. The only weird thing were the really violent sounds my stomach was making the next morning, but I never actually threw anything up. I didn't pass out either; I had to get myself to fall asleep. No weird heartbeat rate from what I can remember either. I was just disappointed, honestly but I guess that's my own fault.

Thanks for the help, though.
Doesnt seem like sn.
 
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Unknown21

Unknown21

Enlightened
Apr 25, 2023
1,260
STEPS TO ENSURE DEATH WITH SN:
1\ FASTING ENOUGH
2\ USING PURE SN (it's better to be AR\ACS grade SN)
3\ USING ANTIEMETICS
4\ NOT BEING FOUND FOR ENOUGH TIME.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,223
It doesn't sound like you took pure SN because had it been the real thing at the very least you would have felt some of the symptoms even with a very little dose.
The thing is you can't ensure death with SN just like any other suicide method because none of it is supposed to be 100% effective.
The best you can do is follow the regimen and suggestions on it properly and use a pure enough SN and hope that the method that has proved to work for so many also works for you.
 
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