Method How to end myself properly with a knife?

[darkythoughts876]

Dunno if this is the right prefix, but if it isnt, please let me know.

So, yeah, i've planned my ctb, it should be simple, i'll wait until the perfect moment where nobody's home, then i'll hide in one of my rooms and stab myself with a kitchen knife.

However... what i'm not sure about is, how do i make it work exactly? Like, what if i fall unconscious for too long and i end up caught or it doesnt work at all and i end up surviving with permanent damage? So how do i actually guarantee i'll die with a knife? Are there any good "cutting/stabbing techniques" so that i can do it right?

Ill try to not mind the pain, since the point is that i'll die anyways, so hopefully i manage to ctb properly.

 

[anastenka]

if you look at statistics wrist cutting suicides are almost never successful, most survivors being left with nasty scars and probable nerve damage. stabbing yourself in the abdomen is rare and can definitely prove fatal but it will also be extremely painful. SI will kick in and you could maybe only perform a shallow cut, or a few tentative scratches. look into things like senpakku?? i think it is, and also studies on successful suicides like this

 

[Abyssal]

You don't. Guy above me said it well, don't try to ctb with a knife.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I'm sorry you're in such a bind where you feel this is the best, or possibly, only way out for you. I'm sorry to say this, but I think this method stands a great chance at failure. I hope you reconsider and can find a better way.

 

[darkythoughts876]

I'm sorry you're in such a bind where you feel this is the best, or possibly, only way out for you. I'm sorry to say this, but I think this method stands a great chance at failure. I hope you reconsider and can find a better way.

But what am i supposed to do if i cant use a kitchen knife to stab myself? I dont have many options from where i see it, so this ctb method is my best chance at it, i think.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

But what am i supposed to do if i cant use a kitchen knife to stab myself? I dont have many options from where i see it, so this ctb method is my best chance at it, i think.

IDK. I don't know your circumstances or what other means might be available to you. I know stabbing is going to produce a lot of pain and I just think it's going to be extremely difficult, if not impossible, to get past the pain enough to inflict some lethal damage when inflicting it on yourself. Maybe you get lucky and cause enough damage to die, but I doubt it will be quick and it's way more likely than not that you're going to be suffering a great amount of time waiting on death to end that suffering. I couldn't do that personally. I'm chicken shit from feeling pain. I hate pain. I need to go as peaceful as possible. Maybe there's some other way you haven't thought if yet? If you have to go the stabbing route, I hope you do all the research you can to come up with the absolute best, fastest, and least painful way to accomplish it that way. Good luck and may you find the peace you seek.

 

[EyesOfNight]

This video of a man accidentally stabbing himself might be relevant. I couldn't find the original. Scene starts at 0:33.

Spoiler: gore

www.youtube.com/watch?v=3OzkSEWNgpI

 

[darkythoughts876]

if you look at statistics wrist cutting suicides are almost never successful, most survivors being left with nasty scars and probable nerve damage. stabbing yourself in the abdomen is rare and can definitely prove fatal but it will also be extremely painful. SI will kick in and you could maybe only perform a shallow cut, or a few tentative scratches. look into things like senpakku?? i think it is, and also studies on successful suicides like this

When i search senpakku, the results i get are seppuku instead.

 

[xinino]

if you look at statistics wrist cutting suicides are almost never successful, most survivors being left with nasty scars and probable nerve damage. stabbing yourself in the abdomen is rare and can definitely prove fatal but it will also be extremely painful. SI will kick in and you could maybe only perform a shallow cut, or a few tentative scratches. look into things like senpakku?? i think it is, and also studies on successful suicides like this

Can it be successful if it done with medicines to prevent coagulation and increase blood pressure, also some powerful pain killer or local anesthesia injections?

 

[Praestat_Mori]

When you choose this method you only have 2 options: Either Seppuku or slitting your throat in the same way animals are slaughtered. That won't work with a kitchen knife as in most cases it won't be sharp enough.

I doubt you can do this to yourself, it's cruel and messy.

There's a Suicide Resource Compilation, there you can read about way better methods.

 

[alltoomuch2]

Dunno if this is the right prefix, but if it isnt, please let me know.

So, yeah, i've planned my ctb, it should be simple, i'll wait until the perfect moment where nobody's home, then i'll hide in one of my rooms and stab myself with a kitchen knife.

However... what i'm not sure about is, how do i make it work exactly? Like, what if i fall unconscious for too long and i end up caught or it doesnt work at all and i end up surviving with permanent damage? So how do i actually guarantee i'll die with a knife? Are there any good "cutting/stabbing techniques" so that i can do it right?

Ill try to not mind the pain, since the point is that i'll die anyways, so hopefully i manage to ctb properly.

My dad tried to stab himself in the heart but failed and he was a very qualified doctor so it can't be easy. He'd stabbed his chest multiple times, hit the right spot in the end but the knife was too short and only penetrated the covering of the heart. He was an alcoholic so I'm sure he was drunk at the time

 

[anastenka]

When i search senpakku, the results i get are seppuku instead.

To be fair, I wasn't sure how it was spelled, but I believe it is seppuku rather.

Can it be successful if it done with medicines to prevent coagulation and increase blood pressure, also some powerful pain killer or local anesthesia injections?

It could be? blood thinners could definitely be a good aid in this situation but it is still unlikely. There was a retrospective study done in South Korea about wrist-cutting suicides, where they took 115 patients and evaluated their backgrounds and psyche. The majority of them had surface level injuries without any injury to anatomical structures of the wrist, a few had deep tissue and nerve damage, but not one of them died. Even with painkillers, alcohol, and anti-coagulation medication, it is still a by-chance method.

 

[Neowise]

I've replied to another post in detail about what I've gathered about suicide by wrist cutting. Perhaps this could be of use for some.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...y-slice-my-wrists-to-ctb.152487/#post-2359281

 

[darkythoughts876]

My dad tried to stab himself in the heart but failed and he was a very qualified doctor so it can't be easy. He'd stabbed his chest multiple times, hit the right spot in the end but the knife was too short and only penetrated the covering of the heart. He was an alcoholic so I'm sure he was drunk at the time

Well, i have a big-looking kitchen knife, i expect it'll be able to hit the right spot just fine

 

[darkythoughts876]

Dunno if this is the right prefix, but if it isnt, please let me know.

So, yeah, i've planned my ctb, it should be simple, i'll wait until the perfect moment where nobody's home, then i'll hide in one of my rooms and stab myself with a kitchen knife.

However... what i'm not sure about is, how do i make it work exactly? Like, what if i fall unconscious for too long and i end up caught or it doesnt work at all and i end up surviving with permanent damage? So how do i actually guarantee i'll die with a knife? Are there any good "cutting/stabbing techniques" so that i can do it right?

Ill try to not mind the pain, since the point is that i'll die anyways, so hopefully i manage to ctb properly.

Grr, i have the opportunity, but i cant! Im too nervous...

 

[cosmic_traveler]

Dunno if this is the right prefix, but if it isnt, please let me know.

So, yeah, i've planned my ctb, it should be simple, i'll wait until the perfect moment where nobody's home, then i'll hide in one of my rooms and stab myself with a kitchen knife.

However... what i'm not sure about is, how do i make it work exactly? Like, what if i fall unconscious for too long and i end up caught or it doesnt work at all and i end up surviving with permanent damage? So how do i actually guarantee i'll die with a knife? Are there any good "cutting/stabbing techniques" so that i can do it right?

Ill try to not mind the pain, since the point is that i'll die anyways, so hopefully i manage to ctb properly.

Sorry you're in so much pain.

We've done a bit of research on this strategy as well. Our method involves laying face down with the knife positioned where our heart is thumping. Deep breath in, deep breath out, then putting our weight down on the knife. You don't want to use a kitchen knife because they bend too much, thinnest sharpest knives work best. One example would be a fish fillet knife.

If you miss, you'll be in a ton of pain. No method is altogether pleasant, but anything to do with cutting/piercing will be pretty painful.

We wish you peace. Be well on your journey.

 

[darkythoughts876]

Sorry you're in so much pain.

We've done a bit of research on this strategy as well. Our method involves laying face down with the knife positioned where our heart is thumping. Deep breath in, deep breath out, then putting our weight down on the knife. You don't want to use a kitchen knife because they bend too much, thinnest sharpest knives work best. One example would be a fish fillet knife.

If you miss, you'll be in a ton of pain. No method is altogether pleasant, but anything to do with cutting/piercing will be pretty painful.

We wish you peace. Be well on your journey.

I thought i could force myself to do it, but like, man, i feel so nervous, how do i do it without feeling too nervous?? Or, well, how do i get over this nervousness?

 

[cosmic_traveler]

I thought i could force myself to do it, but like, man, i feel so nervous, how do i do it without feeling too nervous?? Or, well, how do i get over this nervousness?

Can't say for certain because we can't feel your emotions. We came very close to using this method while we were married, we backed out because we thought it'd be better if she died instead.

We are pretty comfortable with the idea of dying, we have no fear. We've also made multiple attempts over the years, the more we've failed the less we fear. However, the practice that first dissolved our fear of death completely was psychedelics. Our experiences with DMT line up perfectly with reports of near-death experiences. After using DMT we actually look forward to "death" because we know it isn't real.

We hope you find your answer.

 

[HerculePoirot]

Remember this => https://herdeaths.net/video-japanese-girl-seppuku-harakiri-with-a-knife/

 

[darkythoughts876]

Remember this => https://herdeaths.net/video-japanese-girl-seppuku-harakiri-with-a-knife/

The vid isnt loading, either way, I already know about seppuku, and i was planning to do that, its just that i feel too nervous

 

[wanttodie]

IRemember this => https://herdeaths.net/video-japanese-girl-seppuku-harakiri-with-a-knife/

IM thanking of doing it that way all how long will it take me to bleed out and die

 

[darkythoughts876]

IM thanking of doing it that way all how long will it take me to bleed out and die

Well, i'm still not sure, so take this with a grain of salt, but while researching, i reached the conclusion that it'd take a while before you die from blood loss if you commit seppuku, so my idea is that i stab myself a few times THEN commit the seppuku so that i die faster

 

[darkythoughts876]

Dunno if this is the right prefix, but if it isnt, please let me know.

So, yeah, i've planned my ctb, it should be simple, i'll wait until the perfect moment where nobody's home, then i'll hide in one of my rooms and stab myself with a kitchen knife.

However... what i'm not sure about is, how do i make it work exactly? Like, what if i fall unconscious for too long and i end up caught or it doesnt work at all and i end up surviving with permanent damage? So how do i actually guarantee i'll die with a knife? Are there any good "cutting/stabbing techniques" so that i can do it right?

Ill try to not mind the pain, since the point is that i'll die anyways, so hopefully i manage to ctb properly.

I thought i could force myself to do it, but like, man, i feel so nervous, how do i do it without feeling too nervous?? Or, well, how do i get over this nervousness?

Another night, another failed attempt because of SI, althrough, i did think, i feel like the knife wont work even if i tried, idk how to describe it, but, it doesnt seem like it could pierce through? Or that it wont really end up killing me? Im not sure idk

 

[TiredTurtle]

Well, i'm still not sure, so take this with a grain of salt, but while researching, i reached the conclusion that it'd take a while before you die from blood loss if you commit seppuku, so my idea is that i stab myself a few times THEN commit the seppuku so that i die faster

I think stabbing/seppuku is an incredibly unreliable and unnecessarily painful method, back when it used to be performed you would usually have someone behind you to cut your head off if you weren't going to bleed to death from the wounds which was common.

Please take some time to think about alternative methods

 

[darkythoughts876]

I think stabbing/seppuku is an incredibly unreliable and unnecessarily painful method, back when it used to be performed you would usually have someone behind you to cut your head off if you weren't going to bleed to death from the wounds which was common.

Please take some time to think about alternative methods

I am, but i dont know what other alternative methods i can access

 

[jbear824]

If you can manage to impale the heart, that's a pretty quick death. Death by blade is going to be painful no matter what you do, unless you have a really good painkiller cocktail. But those is the expensive drugs that only rich people get to play with.

 

[Edpal247]

I am, but i dont know what other alternative methods i can access

This site is full of descriptions of alternate methods. A Knife is no guarantee. And extremely painful and hard to pull off.