Alone, Burden, Unwanted
- Dec 13, 2019
What's a fast way to take myself out. I have a hard time finding a gun. I'm in NYC and I don't wanna deal with shady people who might do the job for me. I'd like to go out on my terms. I don't wanna poison myself. I don't wanna have time to think about it. When wanting to end it, I don't wanna have time to regret it. This gotta be fast. I'm not gonna use it now. I just need to know it's there. Like Brian in that family guy episode. I'm 27, I'm gonna do it in about 10 to 15 years. I've been planning this for 6 to 7 years. This is how it ends for me. But anyway yeah, how do I end it fast FAST!