October 6th? or the 7th? or the 8th? or in between?

[It'sFine]

Thought about doing it on my birthday but that's already long past and I don't wanna wait another year.
So I really want end it on a date that feels intriguing to me which is to show my appreciation towards that (I'm not gonna state the envy)

The problem is that i only have about 3 months till that date and i don't have a clear plan on how to ctb without feeling any pain.
I don't wanna back out and be scared on that day and just not do it. That would be a waste of time. I've been thinking of jumping from a high place but can't find any within my local vicinity.

What's the best kind of place i can do this type of stuff without many people looking at me?
Are hotels or apartments have accessible rooftops? or is there somewhere else?

Nihilism is real for the depressed, there is no meaning of living when the life didn't come with a premium set of purposes.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Suicide really needs to be a autonomous decision, and that includes any details of it. If you think about it, you really don't want anyone dictating any terms of your ctb, do you? Lots of people back out when the time comes. There's certainly no shame in it. CTB is hard. You need REALLY high places for jumping. Doubt many, if any, hotels, motels, or apartments (maybe a few apartments somewhere) will fit that bill. Sounds like if you're serious about ctb, you need to formulate a plan. You need to select a method accessible to you and learn all about it. Then you can figure out the when. Start with the "how". Lots of info regarding just about every method ever conceived is here. Just takes looking and reading. Or, post about your own idea and any questions about it. And when you get your post count up a little more, you'll get access to the search function, which will make looking for info a whole lot easier.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[darksouls]

good luck
hope everything goes well for you

 

[It'sFine]

I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you t

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I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.

Thanks for the kind words FuneralCry.
I might reconsider it since you replied