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chaoschuckler

chaoschuckler

Unfit for World
Feb 4, 2026
61
So, i shld be dead by now but SI won over me. I have to survive a week until my exam and I'm not really able to concentrate or focus . Idm because regardless of the outcome of my exam, i will probably die(unless i get a good job ofc which is highly unlikely) . But im feeling very very lonely , i ditched my online friends because im easily able to form bond with them which is messing up with SI . I don't even talk much with them tho. Now i have none to talk with and also don't want to talk with anyone or form connections to make my ctb easier but how do I cope these 4 days?
 
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qtk5436

Member
Apr 26, 2026
9
Maybe having friends that make life worth staying around for isn't a bad thing, you don't have to force isolation on yourself. Being alone sucks. A lot.
 
chaoschuckler

chaoschuckler

Unfit for World
Feb 4, 2026
61
Maybe having friends that make life worth staying around for isn't a bad thing, you don't have to force isolation on yourself. Being alone sucks. A lot.
Well I'm also unemployed , depressed , this, that and ton of othe problem. The tradeoff ain't worth it.
 

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