iLikeFrogs
Most likely dissociating
- May 5, 2023
- 169
so I'm at all time low. I was hospitalised for SI and I feel like I'm more at risk than before. the problem is that my mother impulsively adopted a puppy dog and during these two weeks I was hospitalized, I realized that I will *need* to take her with me when I finally move out. like, they were barey managing her while I was away plus she got an uti which lead my father to threathing to abandon her in a forest.
she's a one year old puppy which means I have to plan out and live for at least next 12 years if not longer. I barely can comperhend living past this semester. I genuenly can't see me living longer than few months and knowing that I'll have to be alive for so long for her is crushing me. How do I cope with the anxiety and not being able to see me living for over a year as realistic?
she's a one year old puppy which means I have to plan out and live for at least next 12 years if not longer. I barely can comperhend living past this semester. I genuenly can't see me living longer than few months and knowing that I'll have to be alive for so long for her is crushing me. How do I cope with the anxiety and not being able to see me living for over a year as realistic?
