bloomingdahlia_
Member
- Jun 22, 2024
- 6
I need help..
LIterally everytime i attempt to kill myself i just end up getting "paralyzed" and i cant do it for some reason. im really tired of this...ive been trying and trying and i just cant do it even if i want to. im struggling to fight off my instincts.
By the way i choose hanging as my method.
like i would tie the rope and create a knot then put it around my neck and i just end up doing nothing but stare at the wall. its so frustrating. i just want to complete it. i just want to ctb...
Any tips will be appreciated.
LIterally everytime i attempt to kill myself i just end up getting "paralyzed" and i cant do it for some reason. im really tired of this...ive been trying and trying and i just cant do it even if i want to. im struggling to fight off my instincts.
By the way i choose hanging as my method.
like i would tie the rope and create a knot then put it around my neck and i just end up doing nothing but stare at the wall. its so frustrating. i just want to complete it. i just want to ctb...
Any tips will be appreciated.