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tartvinegar

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Feb 14, 2025
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I know even 1g of SN can be lethal and I live with pets and other people. Since it's a powder, it's pretty easy for it to get everywhere so I'm quite anxious about making sure no one else is harmed.

Do I open the package and mix everything in the bathroom? And toss whatever I use to mix just to be safe?

Also how do I safely throw away the excess after I've made my dose? Do I flush it down the toilet?
 
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Feb 13, 2025
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I know even 1g of SN can be lethal and I live with pets and other people. Since it's a powder, it's pretty easy for it to get everywhere so I'm quite anxious about making sure no one else is harmed.

Do I open the package and mix everything in the bathroom? And toss whatever I use to mix just to be safe?
The possibility that someone will drink some random powder that they come across of is very low. Pets on the other hand aren't as smart as a human so to answer your question, yes, they will probably drink or lick whatever they see. It's best to do it in a closed space with a bottle that closes, dont do cups.
 
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tartvinegar

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Feb 14, 2025
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Bottle instead of cups is a good point. I feel like I should just get a hotel to be safe, but I really want to ctb at home
 
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Salkak

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Dec 9, 2021
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Bottle instead of cups is a good point. I feel like I should just get a hotel to be safe, but I really want to ctb at home
same i want to be comfortable in my home in the end
 
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People will more likely not care about the powder or drink as your dead body will be the thing having the most attention put onto it. If you are worried about other people consuming the drink/powder then just put a note as warning that you have killed yourself and have used a toxic powder to die. If you are living with pets tho just make it that the pet can't access the SN or where you died which you can do by locking the room as you said about doing it in a bathroom.
 
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Feb 13, 2025
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Bottle instead of cups is a good point. I feel like I should just get a hotel to be safe, but I really want to ctb at home
If home is a good place for you then do it at home, but if you cant ensure the safety of others then just get a hotel. Preferably one with a nice view, dying at home is boring in all honesty, but everyone got a different opinion. Good luck.
 
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tartvinegar

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Feb 14, 2025
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My dream has always been to die at home.

I actually had a breakdown and spent 6 hours in front of a subway track trying to jump, but it was so dirty and disgusting and had rats.

I'm glad I found this group instead and a peaceful, low pain method that lets me die comfortably with dignity in a clean bed.
 

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