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hopeless08

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Dec 8, 2023
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if I can order sn on a source, which I don't know one yet, how much do I need to order to cbt?
I'm tired of racking my brain, I swear I have like 2 brain cells left….
 
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almaPerdida

almaPerdida

"Oh God, I’m so depressed." - Marvin
Nov 24, 2023
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I recommend taking a look here
 
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Praestat_Mori

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May 21, 2023
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Minimum 100g. You will need 2x 25g for CTB (=1 glass and 1 backup). I suggest to order 500g, to have enough for all eventualities.
 
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Scattered-Soul

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It was an indescribable pain
Oct 2, 2023
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The recommended dose for CTB is 25g and it's also advised to have a back up glass so minimum 50g for that but in my opinion you should have a least 100g.
 
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losing hope

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Apr 27, 2022
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I would also recommend getting two different batches & storing them in seperate places. That is what I am doing just in case one spoils or is stored incorrectly & turns into Sodium NitirAte. That way if it was only a batch of 50g's that turns to Sodium NitirAte, then I've only losted half my stash. Not all of my SN, if that makes sense?
 
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Oct 2, 2023
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I would also recommend getting two different batches & storing them in seperate places. That is what I am doing just in case one spoils or is stored incorrectly & turns into Sodium NitirAte. That way if it was only a batch of 50g's that turns to Sodium NitirAte, then I've only losted half my stash. Not all of my SN, if that makes sense?
This isn't really on topic but I feel the need to ask, what are your preferred separate places? My place is my desk drawer which is dark and slightly cold, I have two batches and no idea where else I could store one of them.
 
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losing hope

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Apr 27, 2022
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This isn't really on topic but I feel the need to ask, what are your preferred separate places? My place is my desk drawer which is dark and slightly cold, I have two batches and no idea where else I could store one of them.
Yes mine are both dark & cold. One is inside a storage cupboard inside some boxes. Another place is inside a parcel, which looks to be mostly letters etc.

Another reason for the two seperate places is I live in the UK & really wouldn;t put it past Law Enforcement (LE) to take my SN off my hands, without my say so. So if 1 x 50g batch goes missing because LE confiscated it. Well they don't need to know about my second 50g batch...
 
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Nov 24, 2023
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I would also recommend getting two different batches & storing them in seperate places. That is what I am doing just in case one spoils or is stored incorrectly & turns into Sodium NitirAte. That way if it was only a batch of 50g's that turns to Sodium NitirAte, then I've only losted half my stash. Not all of my SN, if that makes sense?
Good idea, i ordered two SN bottles just in case and i will keep them separate. I'm too scared to end up with a nitrate when i decide to CTB.
 
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