Help how should i spend my last days?

[100memoryleaks]

my ctb date will be 7/15. it feels like an unbearable wait. i have no motivation for anything and nothing brings me joy anymore. i can't even bring myself to wash my hair. sometimes i think of something i might like to do but then realize it's pointless and i'm just bored of everything. tired of everything.

what do i even do to pass the time now?

 

[lilacsan]

Hey, I am in a similar situation. Sorry I don't have answers.

 

[jaysthreecents]

Doritos, cake and a TV show/movie. Maybe a walk at your favorite spot. Doing some hard drugs is something I have on my to-do list

 

[flowersforalgernons]

i'm planning on eating all my favorite foods, like the best money can buy. i'd also like to take a trip somewhere, maybe go to an amusement park, or visit the coast. maybe trying drugs that i normally wouldn't. going to expensive restaurants. seeing everyone that i love one more time at least. i'll definitely get a massage. like idk no need to save money except for getting CTB stuff so, might as well.

 

[50/50]

What therapies have you tried

 

[Nolongerlive]

Surf SaSu website, chat with people here.

 

[810303]

If it were me, I would look back on my own life, as much as possible from the moment I was born until now. Although my earliest memories might be vague, I think this would be something worth doing at the very end. I would streak across the brilliant night sky like a meteor.