how selfish am i

[Allisonburgers]

right before i kill myself i'd like to call her to hear her voice one last time, i know i should just keep to myself and not drag anyone into this but i think it will seriously help me commit to the plan.
i would just listen to her speak as long as i can before she hangs up, i won't say a word or explain anything so she doesn't have to know.

 

[bipolar22]

Yes. Worried about being selfish or being not a good citizen really dont mean shit. Period. Especially now. Youre in control they'll go on with their liges of working shit jobs and paying rent till their brain stops working properly all alone in retirement homes not knowing who they are. Dont worry. They are fucked more than us tbh. Also they dont care. Otherwise she'd be on your side right now. But she aint isnt she. So do what u think helps you