How reliable is N

[PeacefulTonic]

Do you live in the US? The success rate of receiving N in the US is better than every other place, according to people's personal anecdotes here

 

[PeacefulTonic]

Send it under his name then. Seems like an easy solution. I highly doubt customs are gonna work in conjunction with your local police and arrest/fine you. Even during the raids when A was compromised, the worst thing that happened was people got their N confiscated.

 

[PeacefulTonic]

What, my husband's name??

I don't want him getting in trouble at all!!! He's an amazing dad and husband. I'd never be able to live with myself if he got in trouble.

I wish there was some way to make it from a US destination. No suspicion then. Sad that my biggest worry isn't ending my life, but getting caught trying to do so. I just want to make this as easy as possible on my family.

Well you did say you're the one getting visits because you're sick right? So why would anyone suspect anything if it's on your husbands name then? Look, if you don't want to take any risks, then your only other option is to use a different method. People have gotten their N from D with very high success in the US. Like I said, worst case scenario is a love letter. Millions of packages are coming from outside of the US all the time. If the money doesn't matter, then you aren't risking much. No one really gets in trouble for ordering personal amounts of N. It's bad enough that you want to kill yourself. They aren't that heartless.

 

[Mindy]

5 month waiting list. I won't make that. Plus my husband forbids it

Have you try @pegasos?

i am sorry your husband is against the clinic :-(

 

[Snake of Eden]

I just want out. I want these bottles of N to magically show up at my house without incident.

just order it. They would. There are really no risks involved

 

[PeacefulTonic]

Yeah those pills won't help, not enough to OD anyway. You'll just wake up

 

[Chockles]

Really? 60 mg of oxys, countless Xanax, propanolol, I can throw in muscle relaxers, hydrocodone, valium... even a bath tub. It won't work?

A girl I knew growing up drowned in a hot tub from alcohol, Xanax and Klonopin. I remember I was so sad when I heard about it. Now it seems like a painless way to go. They resuscitated her, but she was brain dead. Deemed an accident.

Many die from drug overdoses most are accidental. The chances at best are 12%

 

[Chockles]

I need better than that. What if I am not found for a while?
Is there an N megathread? I don't see too many N goodbye stories. Is that because of how quickly it works, or just because it is hard to get?

N will kill you. Just not the other stuff you mentioned

N will kill you. Just not the other stuff you mentioned

I'm hoping to acquire N myself by end month for peaceful death

 

[PeacefulTonic]

You could get lucky and drown. I wouldn't depend on luck though.

I would assume there are a good percentage of people who don't even post about receiving your N(I think that's smart).

Maybe they don't want to risk exposing the forum, or showing that they're a member of SS, so they don't bother with a goodbye thread. It's easier to ctb once you have the golden ticket

 

[peacefulhorizons]

I don't see too many N goodbye stories. Is that because of how quickly it works, or just because it is hard to get?

N owners are generally pretty quiet but yes there have been many successful ctb's with N on this site.

 

[Butterflyfree]

I do. I guess with so many visits from LE since I got sick, I am just really afraid of them showing up and arresting me or fining our family. I wish it could somehow come from a US destination and not from Mexico. Impossible but God do I wish..... I want N selfishly because I have suffered enough and don't want to suffer at the end. But mostly because I can die at home with a "passed suddenly" in the paper instead of "local soccer mom plunges to her death." And then my innocent kids, one with special needs, gets teased at school. NO

All I want to be is that soccer mom again. Have my life back. But I can't and my kids and family do NOT deserve to have this following them. I made my husband promise he would not tell them the truth until they were adults. I hate that this is my only option (death). But N, although gross, is the most merciful. It's not a matter of the money but just the chance that I could hurt the people I love more by getting penalized or embarrassed or me locked up by doing this.

I wish I could induce a heart attack. I'd take the pain as long as it was successful.

Have you looked into final exit network? Read Derek Humphreys book?

Yeah those pills won't help, not enough to OD anyway. You'll just wake up

@PeacefulTonic how do you know that "you would just wake up" that it wouldn't be enough?

 

[PeacefulTonic]

Because trying to OD on pills generally results in failure. If her plan is to rely on the bathtub and drown, then the pills alone wouldn't cut it

 

[Chockles]

Because trying to OD on pills generally results in failure. If her plan is to rely on the bathtub and drown, then the pills alone wouldn't cut it

I worked in addictions for years. Read the od deaths From drugs. The only successful ones were heroin, fentanyl & some Es that weren't Es & as said most of them were accidental clients trying to find a new high mixed with s potent cocktail of many other things. Everyone who just took pills just woke up maybe lost a few days of their lives to sleep but didn't die

 

[PeacefulTonic]

Hotel is a better idea. So your kids won't be traumatized if they find you first. And you won't devalue your home