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Stopthepain

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Jul 11, 2021
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Hey,

I suffer from an horrible neurobiological disease. The tourment i experience day to day for years is unbearable. I the most Reliable method so i will succeed and leave my hell on earth.

My method is N. Now i read stories from people who failed trying to drink liquid N because of the Taste and failed their attempt. The thought of failing rly scares the shit out of me now and i feel trapped.

Do i have to worry or do most people who use N succeed. Of course u only read bad stories from people who Used N here cause they failed and survived. And people who were successful arent able anymore to tell their Story. But still i am fucking scared.

Did a lot people died from N here and is it the most reliable method ? I hope u can help me with my worries.
 
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Cheza_mus

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Jul 1, 2021
242
I would place the reliability of N at 95%
 
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Jun 22, 2021
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Yes it is pretty damn reliable
 
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juraviel

PL
Aug 11, 2021
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i don't recall about anybody failing specifically because they couldn't get over how bad the taste was. if you're particularly sensitive to bitterness, maybe you can arrange an iv. some say coating the throat with honey prior helps. and there's numbing agents like lidocaine. you could also drink it through a straw. that's all the ideas i can think of :)

it is 1 full glass of liquid so 2-3 gulps, maybe you can train with something similarly unpleasant like apple cider vinegar so it's not as shocking the first time you do it.

I would place the reliability of N at 95%
it's far higher, exit has close to a 1000 attempts now all successful if the data in the pph is to be believed.
 
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Losteverythingtwice

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Sep 29, 2021
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You will die. You need to be sure that you're not found within 24 hours or technically you could be revived. But that's unlikely.
 
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Jun 22, 2021
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I want this pretty desperately but am a Luddite and have no idea how to access the DW or find this N person. Bitcoin? Argh. Why does it have to be so hard?
At least it is still accessible. Imagine if it werent
 
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Death is beautiful

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May 20, 2021
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Stopthepain

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Jul 11, 2021
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i don't recall about anybody failing specifically because they couldn't get over how bad the taste was. if you're particularly sensitive to bitterness, maybe you can arrange an iv. some say coating the throat with honey prior helps. and there's numbing agents like lidocaine. you could also drink it through a straw. that's all the ideas i can think of :)

it is 1 full glass of liquid so 2-3 gulps, maybe you can train with something similarly unpleasant like apple cider vinegar so it's not as shocking the first time you do it.


it's far higher, exit has close to a 1000 attempts now all successful if the data in the pph is to be believed.
But they have the powdered N. It doesnt Taste as bad as the vet N and is far less to drink.
 
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Stopthepain

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I am just scared the vet N is so much harder to drink. And can ez fail by vomitting and stuff
 
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Apricity

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Jul 27, 2021
642
I am just scared the vet N is so much harder to drink. And can ez fail by vomitting and stuff
You need an antiemetic no matter which type of N you drink. The human body vomits when it realizes there's something in your stomach that shouldn't be, part of evolution to survive.
 
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juraviel

PL
Aug 11, 2021
414
But they have the powdered N. It doesnt Taste as bad as the vet N and is far less to drink.
you may be right (far less is what, half a glass instead of full, does that really make that big of a difference)

what i was referring to is the lethality numbers which for all forms of N will be the same.
 
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boc

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May 19, 2021
252
I've taste tested. It tastes bad, but I would doubt someone would vomit. Take an antiemetic and honestly you'll be fine.

so many people here worry about the taste. But that worry is overblown.
 
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PeacefulTonic

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Aug 10, 2021
1,006
Two bottles from D, 24 hours to not be found, no vomiting = 100% success rate
 
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Butterflyfree

Student
Oct 10, 2021
189
I know I need to have 10 posts to get PM. I would beyond appreciate any helpful advice on how to contact/pay for, etc. I assume zofran wouldn't be enough to keep this down so I'd need meto as well?

i also worry about customs etc. it is so unfair that they make things this hard for people who are beyond suffering. SO unfair.
I heard that this was really difficult to pull off getting it here in the US. And Bitcoin?
 
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PeacefulTonic

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1,006
I heard that this was really difficult to pull off getting it here in the US. And Bitcoin?
That's mostly the fearmongering. It's the easiest to get in the US. Plus, if they do intercept it, the most that'll happen is that you'll get a love letter. I think there are many jealous and envious people on this site that don't want others to get N, especially if it's easy. At least that's how I see it.

If you read about the raids, Source A's shipments being tracked and cops showing up to peoples doors, no one got fined, they just confiscated their N. It's not a big deal. They aren't that heartless. They won't fine you a ton of money for trying to kill yourself.
 
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Butterflyfree

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Oct 10, 2021
189
In Switzerland. They'd accept me but I can't wait that long
@readysteady Switzerland (Pegasos or Dignitas) costs $10,000 US dollars, that doesn't include airfare or food place to stay ect, and you need to be able to travel there as well.
That's mostly the fearmongering. It's the easiest to get in the US. Plus, if they do intercept it, the most that'll happen is that you'll get a love letter. I think there are many jealous and envious people on this site that don't want others to get N, especially if it's easy
@PeacefulTonic what does a love letter mean? N is a barbiturate, a schedule controlled drug. If it could be traced to the person who ordered it then they would be arrested I can only imagine? Maybe paying with Bitcoin makes it less likely to be traced?
5 month waiting list. I won't make that. Plus my husband forbids it
@readysteady I've not heard that there's a 5 month waiting period for Pegasos and Dignitas. They try to expedite the process as quickly as they can. Once you get them your medical records and get the Green light then you can be on your way.
 
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PeacefulTonic

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Aug 10, 2021
1,006
@readysteady Switzerland (Pegasos or Dignitas) costs $10,000 US dollars, that doesn't include airfare or food place to stay ect, and you need to be able to travel there as well.

@PeacefulTonic what does a love letter mean? N is a barbiturate, a schedule controlled drug. If it could be traced to the person who ordered it then they would be arrested I can only imagine? Maybe paying with Bitcoin makes it less likely to be traced?
Love letter is usually just a letter from customs warning you that they are aware that you have tried to order this product and your address may be burned when it comes to future shipments.
Like I said, it's just fearmongering. They don't care if it's just personal use amounts, hence the love letter as a warning.

Bitcoin isn't untraceable. The only thing that is, is Monero(XMR). D also accepts XMR
 
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Butterflyfree

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Oct 10, 2021
189
Love letter is usually just a letter from customs warning you that they are aware that you have tried to order this product and your address may be burned when it comes to future shipments.
Like I said, it's just fearmongering. They don't care if it's just personal use amounts, hence the love letter as a warning.

Bitcoin isn't untraceable. The only thing that is, is Monero(XMR). D also accepts XMR
@PeacefulTonic If nothing is untraceable, then why can't people in the US just use their personal CC or debit cards to pay? I think you can use Western Union too? But I heard it was more easily traced and intercepted with a knock on your door from the police.
 
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PeacefulTonic

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Aug 10, 2021
1,006
If nothing is untraceable, then why can't people in the US just use their personal CC or debit cards to pay? I think you can use Western Union too? But I heard it was more easily traced and intercepted with a knock on your door from the police.
BTC makes it harder to trace. XMR is untraceable though. I don't suggest using Western Union at all, but that's just me. And sources like D don't accept credit card or debit, wtf. Come on what are you saying? He's not running a legit business here. You can't even use credit or debit card to order meto from ADC or inhouse. If it gets intercepted, most you'll get is a love letter, maybe not even sometimes. The consequences of getting caught trying to order personal amounts of N gets way overblown here. Seriously
 
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Butterflyfree

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Oct 10, 2021
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BTC makes it harder to trace. XMR is untraceable though. I don't suggest using Western Union at all, but that's just me. And sources like D don't accept credit card or debit, wtf. Come on what are you saying? He's not running a legit business here. You can't even use credit or debit card to order meto from ADC or inhouse. If it gets intercepted, most you'll get is a love letter, maybe not even sometimes. The consequences of getting caught trying to order personal amounts of N gets way overblown here. Seriously
@PeacefulTonic thanks for the info.
 
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Zaz

Member
Oct 12, 2021
33
Are there sales rep working for D on this forum ? After the flood of this morning, I feel a bit uneasy to carry on. Awkward :(
 
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PeacefulTonic

Enlightened
Aug 10, 2021
1,006
Are there sales rep working for D on this forum ? After the flood of this morning, I feel a bit uneasy to carry on. Awkward :(
Sales reps? No, I'm not a sales rep. I'm pretty much the only person bumping many of the N posts because people should know the truths and have all the right information. Many people have got scammed by source A in the last few months
 
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peacefulhorizons

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Dec 31, 2019
676
Are there sales rep working for D on this forum ? After the flood of this morning, I feel a bit uneasy to carry on. Awkward :(
says the person who joined in the
past month and has only 14 posts...

but D is legit (from personal experience)
 
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PeacefulTonic

Enlightened
Aug 10, 2021
1,006
But if it gets intercepted, that means you won't receive it, right?

I don't care about losing the money for the N, i care about embarrassing my family or being forced into a psych ward. And not getting the N.

The police have been to my house three times because of "concerned friends" who think I should live at all costs. I already have a target on my back.
Yeah of course you aren't receiving it if it gets intercepted. You'll at most get a love letter, if you're in the US afaik. I don't know about the psych ward part
 
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