Morgengrauen
Sunshine Ward
- Sep 10, 2023
- 99
Obviously not asking for sources here *wink*
I have promised a friend of mine to try get help on monday by trying to admit myself to a ward, so depending on if they take me and how it goes i'm most likely not going to follow through current plans. And to also give it all a bit more time instead of rushing into ctb, to at least try to wait until december and see how things are going and if it still is shit "you can go out in a bang"
which made me reconsider the method and thinking about using the time to try figuring out faster and less painful ways to go out. I've been thinking about this method for the longest so it's time to actually figure out if it's even possible.
How realistically do you think is it for me to find access to a weapon within 3 months? I know people who got access to unregistered firearms in czech republic (for non suicidal reasons) but maybe looking through options on dark net is a saver bet then just showing up to random fidschi markets asking around like a complete dunce.
I have promised a friend of mine to try get help on monday by trying to admit myself to a ward, so depending on if they take me and how it goes i'm most likely not going to follow through current plans. And to also give it all a bit more time instead of rushing into ctb, to at least try to wait until december and see how things are going and if it still is shit "you can go out in a bang"
which made me reconsider the method and thinking about using the time to try figuring out faster and less painful ways to go out. I've been thinking about this method for the longest so it's time to actually figure out if it's even possible.
How realistically do you think is it for me to find access to a weapon within 3 months? I know people who got access to unregistered firearms in czech republic (for non suicidal reasons) but maybe looking through options on dark net is a saver bet then just showing up to random fidschi markets asking around like a complete dunce.
