How painful is sn?

[Sadbanana]

I found out that in my country sn is pretty accessible. I was thinking about roping, but that would require too much planning, given I can't do it at home.

I was thinking about ordering it. But I'm a bit scared that it's going to be some unimaginable agony. I could take some antiemetics, weed or benzos if I get my hands on it. I'm not going to raw dog it. But I'm still unsure. It's not like I mind a little bit of pain, it would deffinitely be worth it.

 

[discernment]

Honestly, I don't think it will be pleasant (chest pain, severe headaches, vomiting etc...) but I could cope with that personally given that its a pretty effective and reliable method. Unfortunately its virtually impossible to source in my country

 

[ctb_warrior]

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Check this article . It's an interesting read

I found out that in my country sn is pretty accessible. I was thinking about roping, but that would require too much planning, given I can't do it at home.

I was thinking about ordering it. But I'm a bit scared that it's going to be some unimaginable agony. I could take some antiemetics, weed or benzos if I get my hands on it. I'm not going to raw dog it. But I'm still unsure. It's not like I mind a little bit of pain, it would deffinitely be worth it.

Which country are u from?

 

[fitoo5999]

Buried lover's body near temple after chopping her up: Why did Gujarat’s 'Sodium Nitrite' serial killer ended his own life in prison? - Ahmedabad News

5 December 2025 Sarkhej Police Station, Ahmedabad Police found Navalsinh's Maruti Swift from Vejalpur ground and searched it. They thoroughly checked the car doors, seats, bonnet, dashboard, glove box, everything, but couldn't find one thing. Finally, when they opened the spare wheel in the back

www.bhaskarenglish.in

Check this article . It's an interesting read

Which country are u from?

When I read that I want to die straight. I am too weak for the fucked up word we are living in.

 

[ctb_warrior]

When I read that I want to die straight. I am too weak for the fucked up word we are living in.

So true. After reading this article, now I'm trying to look for it. So that the bus arrives soon

 

[fitoo5999]

When I read that I want to die straight. I am too weak for the fucked up word we are living in.

I didn't get meto yesterday. Doc gave me something completely different.

 

[Sadbanana]

Which country are u from?

Slovakia

 

[ctb_warrior]

Slovakia

Wow..
If it's available in abundance,and if you wanna ctb

I think don't waste time

In India it was abundantly available but now it is not available that easily.
Now i resent after going through article.
I'm like if SN is such an effective stuff...why did i not ctb while it was still available abundantly in my country.
Good luck my dear brother wish you all the peace you seek

 

[certified_idiot]

From what I've heard, it'll be unpleasant, but much of that can be avoided if you have access to certain medications. A prescription antiemetic is basically required, and that will help with nausea and vomiting, but there are other optional medications you take to make it feel better. You mention potentially having access to benzos, which I think is than weed for this, but use whatever is easiest for you. I've heard that one of the most uncomfortable aspects of SN is tachycardia (racing heartbeat). It's not painful, but it'll be sustained for hours on end, and I'd imagine you'd want some peace before you die. Benzos can help with that, but if you want something dedicated to reducing tachycardia, see if you can get beta-blockers.

When it comes to maximizing general comfort, try to get everything in order beforehand. Don't try to do anything while you're dying. You'll have a few hours of consciousness while you're dying, and you don't want any additional stress. Set up a comfortable area where you'll be okay with not moving for a few hours. Bring a low-effort distraction, like music or something. It's easier to get through pain when you don't have to focus on it as much. Remember that it's just a few hours. After that, it'll all be over. It's also possible to reverse SN poisoning if you go to the hospital, so you might want to keep you're phone on you just in case you decide you don't want to go through with it.

 

[ctb_warrior]

From what I've heard, it'll be unpleasant, but much of that can be avoided if you have access to certain medications. A prescription antiemetic is basically required, and that will help with nausea and vomiting, but there are other optional medications you take to make it feel better. You mention potentially having access to benzos, which I think is than weed for this, but use whatever is easiest for you. I've heard that one of the most uncomfortable aspects of SN is tachycardia (racing heartbeat). It's not painful, but it'll be sustained for hours on end, and I'd imagine you'd want some peace before you die. Benzos can help with that, but if you want something dedicated to reducing tachycardia, see if you can get beta-blockers.

When it comes to maximizing general comfort, try to get everything in order beforehand. Don't try to do anything while you're dying. You'll have a few hours of consciousness while you're dying, and you don't want any additional stress. Set up a comfortable area where you'll be okay with not moving for a few hours. Bring a low-effort distraction, like music or something. It's easier to get through pain when you don't have to focus on it as much. Remember that it's just a few hours. After that, it'll all be over. It's also possible to reverse SN poisoning if you go to the hospital, so you might want to keep you're phone on you just in case you decide you don't want to go through with it.

Hey dear read through that article i have pasted above in one of the replies. That guy didn't use any anti emetics or benzo and used very small quantity to ctb.. what is your take on that

 

[fitoo5999]

Does SN is worst than a cancer? Getting old? Being in the street? I don't think so. It is hard to make? I believe.

I don't want to do that and I hope one that I could forgive myself for what I am about to do.

So much pain in the world, so much.

 

[certified_idiot]

Hey dear read through that article i have pasted above in one of the replies. That guy didn't use any anti emetics or benzo and used very small quantity to ctb.. what is your take on that

I read the article, and it sounds like a horrible way to go. If you have absolutely no other option, it can work, but it's not ideal. You're not killing someone else, nor are you in jail. You are allowed to be comfortable before you die.

 

[ctb_warrior]

I read the article, and it sounds like a horrible way to go. If you have absolutely no other option, it can work, but it's not ideal. You're not killing someone else, nor are you in jail. You are allowed to be comfortable before you die.

No no, I'm wondering about the intricate details

This guy offered water mixed with SN to his victims, they didn't suspect it and without any anti emetics and benzo they succumbed to death

Secondly when he himself got caught and wanted to ctb , he used a very small quantity to ctb to escape the trial and punishment, this suggests that without benzos and anti emetics also, we can ctb.. Though we don't know his protocol

 

[fitoo5999]

I read the article, and it sounds like a horrible way to go. If you have absolutely no other option, it can work, but it's not ideal. You're not killing someone else, nor are you in jail. You are allowed to be comfortable before you die.

Well tell me a comfortable way to die? There is none I believe.

 

[certified_idiot]

No no, I'm wondering about the intricate details

This guy offered water mixed with SN to his victims, they didn't suspect it and without any anti emetics and benzo they succumbed to death

Secondly when he himself got caught and wanted to ctb , he used a very small quantity to ctb to escape the trial and punishment, this suggests that without benzos and anti emetics also, we can ctb.. Though we don't know his protocol

I'm saying you can do it, but it's probably not a good idea. If you don't have access to anything to help, it's going to be quite painful and more risky. You can decide for yourself if you want the extra assurance and sedation from antiemetics and benzos.

Well tell me a comfortable way to died? There is none I believe.

I'm talking relatively. Like I said, it's possible to make things more comfortable. You don't have to go through the effort of that if you're fine with intense suffering for a few hours, but it'd probably be easier to go through with it if it wasn't excessively painful.

 

[Ultimatefighter]

Pph says 7/10, ao it is pretty peacefull, of course you are going to get stomach pain, nausea, headache ect but it will last for 10-20 minutes, in the meanwhile you will become more drowsy and will experience less of it until you will become unconsious. It can look on the outside more painfull then the actual experience in my believe after reading all of the failed attempts. Suicide will never be a pleasent experience

 

[fitoo5999]

Pph says 7/10, ao it is pretty peacefull, of course you are going to get stomach pain, nausea, headache ect but it will last for 10-20 minutes, in the meanwhile you will become more drowsy and will experience less of it until you will become unconsious. It can look on the outside more painfull then the actual experience in my believe after reading all of the failed attempts. Suicide will never be a pleasent experience

6/10 the 7 has never been updated.

 

[ctb_warrior]

I'm saying you can do it, but it's probably not a good idea. If you don't have access to anything to help, it's going to be quite painful and more risky. You can decide for yourself if you want the extra assurance and sedation from antiemetics and benzos.

I'm talking relatively. Like I said, it's possible to make things more comfortable. You don't have to go through the effort of that if you're fine with intense suffering for a few hours, but it'd probably be easier to go through with it if it wasn't excessively painful.

Yeah, actually what i wish to convey is, this guy who committed such a heinous crime and killed 11+ people so smoothly with SN. It's pretty obv that he didn't use any anti emetics or benzo to kill anyone. And these ppl died without having any doubts over what he did. It makes me question, how tf did that happen without benzos and anti emetics. If that's possible, I want SN right nowwwwwwww.......

 

[0dysseus]

From what I've heard, it'll be unpleasant, but much of that can be avoided if you have access to certain medications. A prescription antiemetic is basically required, and that will help with nausea and vomiting, but there are other optional medications you take to make it feel better. You mention potentially having access to benzos, which I think is than weed for this, but use whatever is easiest for you. I've heard that one of the most uncomfortable aspects of SN is tachycardia (racing heartbeat). It's not painful, but it'll be sustained for hours on end, and I'd imagine you'd want some peace before you die. Benzos can help with that, but if you want something dedicated to reducing tachycardia, see if you can get beta-blockers.

When it comes to maximizing general comfort, try to get everything in order beforehand. Don't try to do anything while you're dying. You'll have a few hours of consciousness while you're dying, and you don't want any additional stress. Set up a comfortable area where you'll be okay with not moving for a few hours. Bring a low-effort distraction, like music or something. It's easier to get through pain when you don't have to focus on it as much. Remember that it's just a few hours. After that, it'll all be over. It's also possible to reverse SN poisoning if you go to the hospital, so you might want to keep you're phone on you just in case you decide you don't want to go through with it.

A FEW HOURS?? Every report suggests 10-20 minutes consciousness at max. PPH and people's reports, those who survived and those who reported while under it's infulence.

Pph says 7/10, ao it is pretty peacefull, of course you are going to get stomach pain, nausea, headache ect but it will last for 10-20 minutes, in the meanwhile you will become more drowsy and will experience less of it until you will become unconsious. It can look on the outside more painfull then the actual experience in my believe after reading all of the failed attempts. Suicide will never be a pleasent experience

Unless you use a gun or N.

 

[certified_idiot]

A FEW HOURS?? Every report suggests 10-20 minutes consciousness at max.

I think I confused the amount of time it takes for you to die with the amount of time your conscious. Still, 10-20 minutes feels like a long time when you're dying, so much of what I said still stands. Also, from some other's descriptions, it sounds like there's more time where you're awake, but your consciousness is heavily impaired. You guys should definitely trust the SN guides over me.

 

[Sadbanana]

I think I confused the amount of time it takes for you to die with the amount of time your conscious. Still, 10-20 minutes feels like a long time when you're dying, so much of what I said still stands. Also, from some other's descriptions, it sounds like there's more time where you're awake, but your consciousness is heavily impaired. You guys should definitely trust the SN guides over me.

Bro you really spooked me there. I was about to give up on sn xd

 

[staticdepression]

Not as painful as living this life!

Imma take painkillers and meto and ctb with minimal discomfort.

 

[pelicanportal]

SN worries me a lot. It does not see like a plesant way to go out. I am wondering what, if possible, it would take to "sedate" yourself through most of it. Of courde, the people saying there are better methods say gunshot is the better method which I absolutely do not want to do.

 

[freycinetia]

I've read through a bunch of the threads on here that documented the experience of using SN until radio silence or confirmed CTB. This is all really anecdotal and not representative of everyone's experience, but some of the common issues were nausea, vomiting, and burning throat/stomach.

From what I glean at least some discomfort is common, but it's not necessarily unbearable. The severity of discomfort/pain among the threads varied a lot. Protocols tended to be different too, with some foregoing AEs altogether, so there's a lot of factors at play here.

Noteworthy threads:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/first-ever-sn-documentation.29734/

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...ience-successful-dmc-sn-documentation.182873/

 

[Playingwiththedead]

I found out that in my country sn is pretty accessible. I was thinking about roping, but that would require too much planning, given I can't do it at home.

I was thinking about ordering it. But I'm a bit scared that it's going to be some unimaginable agony. I could take some antiemetics, weed or benzos if I get my hands on it. I'm not going to raw dog it. But I'm still unsure. It's not like I mind a little bit of pain, it would deffinitely be worth it.

Heres someone thats actually taken it and wouldve died, it felt amazing, IF you can get past the initial nausea, i downed a tea-spoonful of it not drinking water until after i poured the powder down my throat. I took nothing else with the SN. The initial anxiety made me nauseous for the first few minutes, + my throat burned at first since i didnt mix it in water when i took it, but if you can somehow find a way to not focus on that then youll get over it quickly and slowly lose all your senses and touch with reality. Thats the part that feels amazing and that i wish i could emulate without the messiness of the first few minutes (swallowing the powder, coughing, trying to tolerate my throat burning at first and the bitter taste, drinking like 2 bottles of water to mask it, waiting for the nausea to go away)

But it really was only those first rough few minutes and after that if you just lay there and let yourself die it feels amazing

 

[(UN)COMMON SENSE]

you're essentially asphyxiating yourself chemically. it's very unpleasant unless you're already unconscious.

 

[Playingwiththedead]

you're essentially asphyxiating yourself chemically. it's very unpleasant unless you're already unconscious.

Wrong

 

[Aren]

From what I've heard, it'll be unpleasant, but much of that can be avoided if you have access to certain medications. A prescription antiemetic is basically required, and that will help with nausea and vomiting, but there are other optional medications you take to make it feel better. You mention potentially having access to benzos, which I think is than weed for this, but use whatever is easiest for you. I've heard that one of the most uncomfortable aspects of SN is tachycardia (racing heartbeat). It's not painful, but it'll be sustained for hours on end, and I'd imagine you'd want some peace before you die. Benzos can help with that, but if you want something dedicated to reducing tachycardia, see if you can get beta-blockers.

When it comes to maximizing general comfort, try to get everything in order beforehand. Don't try to do anything while you're dying. You'll have a few hours of consciousness while you're dying, and you don't want any additional stress. Set up a comfortable area where you'll be okay with not moving for a few hours. Bring a low-effort distraction, like music or something. It's easier to get through pain when you don't have to focus on it as much. Remember that it's just a few hours. After that, it'll all be over. It's also possible to reverse SN poisoning if you go to the hospital, so you might want to keep you're phone on you just in case you decide you don't want to go through with it.

I did not know it needs few hours. I thought it was in few minutes. It's scary.
I read your second message i understand better what you wrote.
I asking my self if it's possible to do the majority of the process while sleeping. Like taking sn then benzo to sleep.

 

[fitoo5999]

Heres someone thats actually taken it and wouldve died, it felt amazing, IF you can get past the initial nausea, i downed a tea-spoonful of it not drinking water until after i poured the powder down my throat. I took nothing else with the SN. The initial anxiety made me nauseous for the first few minutes, + my throat burned at first since i didnt mix it in water when i took it, but if you can somehow find a way to not focus on that then youll get over it quickly and slowly lose all your senses and touch with reality. Thats the part that feels amazing and that i wish i could emulate without the messiness of the first few minutes (swallowing the powder, coughing, trying to tolerate my throat burning at first and the bitter taste, drinking like 2 bottles of water to mask it, waiting for the nausea to go away)

But it really was only those first rough few minutes and after that if you just lay there and let yourself die it feels amazing

Feel amazing? Well maybe a little too much?

 

[Playingwiththedead]

Feel amazing? Well maybe a little too much?

Oh yeah, i long to feel it again