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Sadbanana

God doesn't care
Aug 20, 2024
306
I found out that in my country sn is pretty accessible. I was thinking about roping, but that would require too much planning, given I can't do it at home.

I was thinking about ordering it. But I'm a bit scared that it's going to be some unimaginable agony. I could take some antiemetics, weed or benzos if I get my hands on it. I'm not going to raw dog it. But I'm still unsure. It's not like I mind a little bit of pain, it would deffinitely be worth it.
 
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discernment

discernment

Member
Aug 11, 2026
62
Honestly, I don't think it will be pleasant (chest pain, severe headaches, vomiting etc...) but I could cope with that personally given that its a pretty effective and reliable method. Unfortunately its virtually impossible to source in my country 🙃
 
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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
678

Check this article . It's an interesting read
I found out that in my country sn is pretty accessible. I was thinking about roping, but that would require too much planning, given I can't do it at home.

I was thinking about ordering it. But I'm a bit scared that it's going to be some unimaginable agony. I could take some antiemetics, weed or benzos if I get my hands on it. I'm not going to raw dog it. But I'm still unsure. It's not like I mind a little bit of pain, it would deffinitely be worth it.
Which country are u from?
 
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fitoo5999

Experienced
Jul 23, 2026
210

Check this article . It's an interesting read

Which country are u from?
When I read that I want to die straight. I am too weak for the fucked up word we are living in.
 
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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
678
When I read that I want to die straight. I am too weak for the fucked up word we are living in.
So true. After reading this article, now I'm trying to look for it. So that the bus arrives soon
 

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