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- May 1, 2024
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Hi! I'm a traumacore art creator and recently started posting them on SaSu as a way to express my pain and suffering... Yesterday, I posted a graphic here illustrating my situation on Saturday, where my absolute first thought the second I woke up was that I needed to commit suicide...
Every now and then, I play around with sending my art to an AI and seeing how it interprets it. I did the same today, and just look at the result:
Yes, you see correctly - the artificial intelligence completely ignored the content of the image, i.e. the desire to commit suicide, and focused only on the sweet image of My Melody:
The image depicts a character called My Melody, created by the Japanese company Sanrio.
Characterization: My Melody is an anthropomorphic white bunny who typically wears a pink or red hood covering her ears.
Background: The character debuted in 1975 and is one of Sanrio's oldest and most recognizable characters, often associated with the "kawaii" (cuteness) culture.
Personality: She is known for her kindness, sincerity, and cheerfulness, although she is sometimes portrayed in contrasting, dark contexts in pop culture.
And this isn't the first time – the AI has repeatedly ignored all text on such images, even when it occupied the vast majority of the fragment, and limited its analysis solely to the remaining small fragment containing the adorable character.
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I know it doesn't mean anything, that it's just some AI behavior, that it's not deliberately ignoring the image's content, but simply focusing on the most distinctive element, like a well-known cartoon character. Still, I found it such an interesting metaphor for how other people actually approach us, suicidal people, that I decided to share it.
At university, for example, I'm as open as I can about wanting to commit suicide, and no one has ever reacted... For two years, I've been raising the topic of suicide very frequently, and no one has ever reacted... No one has taken an interest, no one has tried to help me... no one has even reported me to the university authorities or the police. I'm so utterly rejected, alienated, and indifferent to everyone that I could say outright that I intend to commit suicide, and it's possible that even in such a drastic case, not only would no one try to help me, but still no one would even report me to the police.
I can speak completely directly about suicide, and it will still be completely ignored... Just as it was ignored by artificial intelligence.
Every now and then, I play around with sending my art to an AI and seeing how it interprets it. I did the same today, and just look at the result:
Yes, you see correctly - the artificial intelligence completely ignored the content of the image, i.e. the desire to commit suicide, and focused only on the sweet image of My Melody:
The image depicts a character called My Melody, created by the Japanese company Sanrio.
Characterization: My Melody is an anthropomorphic white bunny who typically wears a pink or red hood covering her ears.
Background: The character debuted in 1975 and is one of Sanrio's oldest and most recognizable characters, often associated with the "kawaii" (cuteness) culture.
Personality: She is known for her kindness, sincerity, and cheerfulness, although she is sometimes portrayed in contrasting, dark contexts in pop culture.
And this isn't the first time – the AI has repeatedly ignored all text on such images, even when it occupied the vast majority of the fragment, and limited its analysis solely to the remaining small fragment containing the adorable character.
***
I know it doesn't mean anything, that it's just some AI behavior, that it's not deliberately ignoring the image's content, but simply focusing on the most distinctive element, like a well-known cartoon character. Still, I found it such an interesting metaphor for how other people actually approach us, suicidal people, that I decided to share it.
At university, for example, I'm as open as I can about wanting to commit suicide, and no one has ever reacted... For two years, I've been raising the topic of suicide very frequently, and no one has ever reacted... No one has taken an interest, no one has tried to help me... no one has even reported me to the university authorities or the police. I'm so utterly rejected, alienated, and indifferent to everyone that I could say outright that I intend to commit suicide, and it's possible that even in such a drastic case, not only would no one try to help me, but still no one would even report me to the police.
I can speak completely directly about suicide, and it will still be completely ignored... Just as it was ignored by artificial intelligence.
