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rotten

rotten

Student
Apr 14, 2021
161
12…It started about a year after I began getting neglected, abused, and then bullied at school. Nobody around me had a soul :)
 
Uninfluential_Karma

Uninfluential_Karma

Rat Cult Leader
Aug 5, 2024
86
I was around 13, I had been ignored basically everywhere and that didn't help at all.
 
BlockHammer

BlockHammer

Losing My Religion
Oct 25, 2023
298
It started at the age of 21, back then i felf worthless cause my friend achieve so much meanwhile im not.

Skip foward right now im feeling more worthless cause after 2 years and still hasn't got a job yet, it makes me wanna die
 
banger12

banger12

Former nerd; current burden
Aug 1, 2024
277
I think I was in middle school when I first seriously started thinking about death just in terms of reflection. I grew up in a weird religious background and thats when I first started becoming skeptical. I was 14, freshman year of high school when I first started feeling depression and a year later at 15 as a sophomore I first wanted to/started contemplating CTB.
 
Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,611
I hope in september or before im dead
 
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madmore

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Aug 5, 2024
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15, relentless bullying and not fitting in didn't help.
 

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