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PeacefulTonic

Enlightened
Aug 10, 2021
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Every minute, almost every second now
 
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Adamsnolife

Adamsnolife

Specialist
May 5, 2020
395
All the time
 
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Kennish

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Aug 17, 2021
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Constantly
 
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Morbid Cam

Morbid Cam

Member
Oct 28, 2018
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Strangely enough, thinking about dying makes me feel better somehow. It's comforting knowing that one day this will finally be over. No more pain, no more disappointments, no more suffering. Although I do hate that suicide may be the way I have to achieve that. I think about it daily.
 
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ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
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All day, every day.
 
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BitterlyAlive_

BitterlyAlive_

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Dec 8, 2020
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It seems like it's always at least in the back of my mind tbh.
The thoughts of suicide never leave. I try to distract myself but nothing helps. Nothing can take away the emptiness. I am not meant for this world and I want nothing to do with life. This will never change. I will only stop thinking about suicide when I finally die, then I will be at peace.
As always, you expressed your feelings very well. This resonates with me. Hugs.
 
Sarros

Sarros

Student
Sep 2, 2021
113
Sometimes I wish my job was more mentally taxing/ a more sufficient distraction but instead I got too good at it and often I'll just completely zone out thinking about suicide. Video games can still offer me respite but if it's too hard and I lose, well, I really really hate losing. But when I'm otherwise unoccupied, then I'd probably be thinking about it.
 
that_guy2611

that_guy2611

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Mar 17, 2018
188
every day and every time i see a pretty gril
 
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