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Circles

Visionary
Sep 3, 2018
2,297
This week alone I've probably cried 10 times which is more than usual, but I also feel like I'm on the verge of crying or atleast tearing up at anytime. How bout you? Does it help you at all?
 
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the-eternal

the-eternal

Member
Apr 10, 2018
68
i'm with you on constantly feeling on the verge of tears — day in, day out. only on some days am i physically able to let it out and (silently) weep freely.
 
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TheSoulless

TheSoulless

I'd like to fly but my wings have been so denied
Jan 7, 2020
1,055
Once or twice a month. I easily tear up when talking about deeper stuff or when I'm faced with criticism.
 
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Deleted member 19276

Wizard
Jun 28, 2020
682
Barely can. I feel like I only try to force something, tears that will never come out. I guess crying was more of a thing in the past for me.
Now, it's numbed emotions.
Sorry to hear you've had to do it over 10 times though! Seems hard, but at least you can let it out like that.
 
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AnxietyAttack44

I just wanna go to my husband already.
Jun 5, 2020
1,092
Every time
 
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nerve

nerve

fat cringey shut-in
Jun 19, 2019
1,011
At least twice a week. A few times daily if I'm not doing well. Sometimes I just leak tears while going about my day so it's hard to quantify.

I wouldn't say it helps so much as it's just a really agonizing part of the feeling process. I wish there was a quicker or less painful way to get through it!!
 
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Hurtstomuch.

Hurtstomuch.

Member
Feb 13, 2020
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I feel like I'm past crying, I cant even really let it out anymore I just feel numb, not even numb like I feel so much pain inside but on the outside I'm just numb. It's a strange feeling
 
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somniummalum

Student
Jul 3, 2020
119
I feel like I'm past crying, I cant even really let it out anymore I just feel numb, not even numb like I feel so much pain inside but on the outside I'm just numb. It's a strange feeling
This.
It is exactly the same for me, I never cry because I feel like my feelings have been killed a long time ago.
I'm suffering alot, but at the same time I'm completely numb...
 
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Hurtstomuch.

Hurtstomuch.

Member
Feb 13, 2020
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This.
It is exactly the same for me, I never cry because I feel like my feelings have been killed a long time ago.
I'm suffering alot, but at the same time I'm completely numb...

Totally get you, it's such a hard thing to describe. Like I actually wana constantly cry so bad but the tears rarely happen anymore just this vile constant feeling that you cant break through. I feel you, I hope your ok as can be today anyway. Nice to know I'm not the only one that feels like this. Not nice that you feel like that but you know what I mean lol
 
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somniummalum

Student
Jul 3, 2020
119
Totally get you, it's such a hard thing to describe. Like I actually wana constantly cry so bad but the tears rarely happen anymore just this vile constant feeling that you cant break through. I feel you, I hope your ok as can be today anyway. Nice to know I'm not the only one that feels like this. Not nice that you feel like that but you know what I mean lol
haha, no, you're def not alone :) I hope that you somehow can make piece with yourself and live in harmony sometime.
 
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lostangel

lostangel

Enlightened
Mar 22, 2019
1,051
I haven't done it in a few days but before it was every second day.
 
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Hurtstomuch.

Hurtstomuch.

Member
Feb 13, 2020
16
haha, no, you're def not alone :) I hope that you somehow can make piece with yourself and live in harmony sometime.
I hope you do to, but for now this site makes me feel somewhat a bit normal and helps. I'm trying to hold on for my children that's all. I hope you find peace however you decide, I'm still unsure only because of them. X
 
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Lorntroubles

Lorntroubles

Photography by Haris Nukem.
Jan 19, 2020
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At least once a fucking day at this point in my life. I can't help the tears and I don't even try to repress the tears anymore.

I don't think it helps me, except to be in the moment and to deal with it.
 
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kinzokukae

kinzokukae

get me out of here
Apr 30, 2020
155
rarely. the last time i cried was august of 2016, so nearly four years now. i've teared up while laughing or yawning occasionally, but i personally only consider 'crying' an action that stems from negative emotions.
 
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Arrow

Rewrite
May 1, 2020
769
like a month ago
 
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somniummalum

Student
Jul 3, 2020
119
I hope you do to, but for now this site makes me feel somewhat a bit normal and helps. I'm trying to hold on for my children that's all. I hope you find peace however you decide, I'm still unsure only because of them. X
It's tough, but I'm sure you will make the right decision.
 
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WitheringAway

WitheringAway

Ima shake the champagne bottle...
Jun 23, 2020
404
At least once a day
 
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Woodnote

Woodnote

Goodbye
Oct 23, 2019
277
I used to cry every day but now I'm on meds that numb my emotions. I can't cry anymore.
 
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Chiyuki99

Chiyuki99

a nightmare dressed like a daydream
May 28, 2019
140
At least once a week I would say
 
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catsarecool

catsarecool

Remember me for me, I need to set my spirit free
Jul 2, 2020
95
It flunctuates. The past week or two, at best 3-4 times a day and once a day at least. It's been calming down though. Sometimes I go on weeks without crying.
 
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Deleted member 17949

Deleted member 17949

Visionary
May 9, 2020
2,238
Don't cry much really. I've never really let out feelings as crying much. Sometimes though I say something and crying ensues.
 
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deadgirlahsatan

deadgirlahsatan

Specialist
Jun 5, 2020
373
Everyday. It's hard to stop once i do. Makes me feel worse.
 
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Circles

Visionary
Sep 3, 2018
2,297
Make that 11. What a fucking pathetic joke my life is. I don't know why I even cry, it's not like it helps with fucking anything. it just makes me feel even more hollow and pointless like crying isn't enough to fully express the deep despair of how troubled and fucked I am.
 
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Mgl91

Mgl91

Nothing is real
Feb 16, 2020
193
every day and at this very moment ...
 
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ArtySchopenhauer

ArtySchopenhauer

Member
Jun 25, 2020
87
I break down every week, several times. Weep ceaselessly for a long time. A lot of the times i have to cry myself to sleep.
 
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MaisieWilliamsLover

MaisieWilliamsLover

Member
Jun 27, 2020
90
If I had to guess, on average, I would say around once every couple hours every day. Nonstop.
 
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Epsilon0

Enlightened
Dec 28, 2019
1,874
During the past years I have been crying every day, oftentimes several times a day. The nights are always very hard. Probably because all the pain, hurt and sadness build up until the dam breaks open and everything inside starts pouring down in torrents.

I'd give worlds to be healthy again. To know what it's like to fall asleep on a dry pillow case.
 
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Cosmiq

Cosmiq

Student
May 7, 2020
197
I'd say everyday. Whether it's almost every other hour or just once, depends on how well I am able to distract myself. Sometimes it's by sleeping, videogames, or tv. But when I can't get into those things it's like I'll cry settle down and kinda tire myself out, and then sit until it starts back.
 
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Weightoftheworld

Weightoftheworld

Let me burn.
Apr 19, 2020
258
I don't, not anymore, I can't even make myself cry. I used to cry multiple times a day.
I only cry now if I have a seizure and I think that's just a bodily reaction to it.
 
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Life sucks

Visionary
Apr 18, 2018
2,136
Sometimes I want but can't. Cried too much before
 
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