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Pepper

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May 22, 2019
73
I try my best not to cry, even more so around other people as it tends to make me feel that I'm weak or look weak. There's a select few who I think would revel in seeing me cry, so I make sure to avoid them at all costs. I'd say I probably cry five times or less in a year.
 
kurikaesu

kurikaesu

"the gods have abandoned us"
Mar 15, 2026
3
i used to be unable to cry for a long time (can only think of maybe 3 times i have ever cried) until i had an exceptionally awful dysphoric episode a year and a half ago and slowly over time i started to more and more, now it's once every or every other month it seems!
 
hurb

hurb

I care too much to give a f*ck
Jan 22, 2026
268
i cant cry personally. i remember i used to cry a lot as a kid , and my demonic mother didnt like that
 

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