How much would do it?

[belrgh]

I can get valium, xanax, propranalol and tramadol. What would get the job done?

 

[SoupSnakes]

Sadly, you'd need a shit load to make that work and even if you did have, you'd vomit well before they did damage enough to kill you.

 

[AnxiouslyDepressed]

propranolol is the only thing that stands out to me that would work, the rest would only make you more comfortable in terms of being sedated, if going down the propranolol route then i would definitely recommend getting an antiemetic or as @SoupSnakes said you'll most likely just vomit

 

[belrgh]

propranolol is the only thing that stands out to me that would work, the rest would only make you more comfortable in terms of being sedated, if going down the propranolol route then i would definitely recommend getting an antiemetic or as @SoupSnakes said you'll most likely just vomit

i also have promethazine and another antiemetic, i have 4grams or more of propranalol

 

[SoupSnakes]

i also have promethazine and another antiemetic, i have 4grams or more of propranalol

I also personally wouldn't use Promethazine as an anti emetic as when it's used regularly (as in a regime) or in higher doses, it's more effective as a sedative.

 

[belrgh]

I also personally wouldn't use Promethazine as an anti emetic as when it's used regularly (as in a regime) or in higher doses, it's more effective as a sedative.

there are a few things i could get relatively easy access too such as modafinil if that would help with propranalol and i'll check what the name of the other antiemetic is called

I also personally wouldn't use Promethazine as an anti emetic as when it's used regularly (as in a regime) or in higher doses, it's more effective as a sedative.

I've got stemetil which i could use for an antiemetic and phenergan which is the promethazine would help put me out right?

 

[cantthinkofanickname]

I tried to overdose on pills and I don't recommend it at all. It's not painless, you will start to feel extreme nausea, dizziness and anxiety. You will probably vomit and end up in a hospital. I repeat, it's not painless and it's likely to damage your body permanantly. I knew a person who gone blind after commiting suicide with pills. So please, don't do it. Consider hanging, jumping, shooting. Just stay away from poisoning yourself.

 

[SoupSnakes]

there are a few things i could get relatively easy access too such as modafinil if that would help with propranalol and i'll check what the name of the other antiemetic is called

I've got stemetil which i could use for an antiemetic and phenergan which is the promethazine would help put me out right?

It would help you go to sleep but an overdose is just the worst option. It so rarely works. I've taken two myself and having a background knowledge of the drugs, knowing the amount I took and I'm still here.. just, take a look at the resources thread instead.

 

[belrgh]

I tried to overdose on pills and I don't recommend it at all. It's not painless, you will start to feel extreme nausea, dizziness and anxiety. You will probably vomit and end up in a hospital. I repeat, it's not painless and it's likely to damage your body permanantly. I knew a person who gone blind after commiting suicide with pills. So please, don't do it. Consider hanging, jumping, shooting. Just stay away from poisoning yourself.

I just want out and not really bothered by the aftermath of pills, either it works or it doesn't and people around me realise just how much i hate everything and I either find help or go jump off something. also had a really shit attempt a few years ago with random shit i found in my cupboard plus alcohol and MDMA and was just basically walking around blacked out apparently and basically couldn't move properly for a day after i got home from hospital. Honestly i don't care about the pain, always had a real high threshold, plus i've had a lot of hospital visits over the years since i had cancer when i was young. it's more so that i'm comfortable with pills.

should also add, i already have bad anxiety and panic attacks. The thing that actually calms me down when i get real bad like tonight is knowing i can fix it with the pills, i just want a little help knowing how much is a permanent fix. i've seen the amitrip cocktail but i don't know that i can get everything for it, i should add there is access to anti-depresents like effexor but i'm pretty sure they wouldn't help correct?

 

[cantthinkofanickname]

I just want out and not really bothered by the aftermath of pills, either it works or it doesn't and people around me realise just how much i hate everything and I either find help or go jump off something. also had a really shit attempt a few years ago with random shit i found in my cupboard plus alcohol and MDMA and was just basically walking around blacked out apparently and basically couldn't move properly for a day after i got home from hospital. Honestly i don't care about the pain, always had a real high threshold, plus i've had a lot of hospital visits over the years since i had cancer when i was young. it's more so that i'm comfortable with pills.

It's just not going to work if you are expecting to die. But if you just want attention, you will get it. But not a good one. They will see you as a fucking coward that couldn't even get it done.
Even nurses in the hospital treated me like shit because of this attempt. And they were not wrong, it was a stupid method to stick with.
You said "people around me realise just how much i hate everything", so you are going to cripple yourself so that they can see your "hate". Well that's pointless. Because you know what? They don't give a shit. They could just pity you at best.

 

[SoupSnakes]

It's just not going to work if you are expecting to die. But if you just want attention, you will get it. But not a good one. They will see you as a fucking coward that couldn't even get it done.
Even nurses in the hospital treated me like shit because of this attempt. And they were not wrong, it was a stupid method to stick with.
You said "people around me realise just how much i hate everything", so you are going to cripple yourself so that they can see your "hate". Well that's pointless. Because you know what? They don't give a shit. They could just pity you at best.

Mate, haway. OP is obviously feeling like shit, whether they intend to do it for real or for attention, don't be going round calling anyone a coward, it's not what we're all here for.

 

[cantthinkofanickname]

Mate, haway. OP is obviously feeling like shit, whether they intend to do it for real or for attention, don't be going round calling anyone a coward, it's not what we're all here for.

I'm not calling him coward, I'm just saying that people will se him/her as a coward. And it's not so inaccurate because od on pills is not a lethal method. It's ok to be scared of death, just people shouldn't be hurting themselves for attention. I did it too and I regret it.

 

[AnxiouslyDepressed]

OP, would you look into SN? I realise you just want out but OD on pills isn't the most reliable. You do whatever you feel comfortable with though.

 

[belrgh]

I'm not calling him coward, I'm just saying that people will se him/her as a coward. And it's not so inaccurate because od on pills is not a lethal method. It's ok to be scared of death, just people shouldn't be hurting themselves for attention. I did it too and I regret it.

If i cared what people thought i wouldn't be trying, and trust me it isn't about attention I'm just saying one of the side effects of a failed attempt would be that people know i'm not okay which they would know if i succeeded anyway so i don't really care about that since depression runs in the family. it's just that it's probably the way i've always felt most comfortable pursuing. If i was in america i'd have shot myself years ago.

and not scared of death at all, never had any issues with the concept and have wanted to just fade away in my sleep since i was 15, now 25

OP, would you look into SN? I realise you just want out but OD on pills isn't the most reliable. You do whatever you feel comfortable with though.

Not really sure of a reliable way to get it here in Australia