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sleepforever81

sleepforever81

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Aug 23, 2021
80
In a few weeks time it will be a year since I took a severe overdose and only just survived. I was resuscitated twice and required full life support in ICU for almost a week. I suffered severe hypoxic brain damage and chronic mild small vessel disease from being totally unresponsive for almost a hour in resus.
I suffered other life changing injuries from this overdose and iv decided recently I dont want to carry on anymore as each day I get worst medically.
Iv managed to buy off a dealer over 40grams of tramadol.
I plan on going for it around or on the exact date of the overdose of above.
Anti vomiting tablets to take 24 hours before the tramadol overdose, followed by a month's prescription of 45mg mirtazapine.
Mixing tramadol and mirtazapine is a lethal combination, followed by as much codine and alcohol i can manage before passing out.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
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hope you find the peace you desire

sending you hugs and love 🫂❤️
 
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bratwurststodeath

bratwurststodeath

Who am I?
Jan 20, 2025
9
i hope you rest well. the world is a painful place. I hope you find your peace. 🫂🫂🫂
 
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gottacheckout

gottacheckout

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May 20, 2025
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Rest in peace
 
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sleepforever81

sleepforever81

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Aug 23, 2021
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Thanks, I feel so happy and calm. Iv seen the other side in a NDE and can't wait to be there permanently.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,513
It really sounds like you've suffered so much, it sounds so dreadful what you've been through, I hope you find freedom from suffering, I wish you the best.
 
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