How much more suffering can there be in this world?

[Aplev]

Whenever it gets really bad, it feels like... like it can't get any worse. Like I already endured the worse. But no. There's always more suffering. There's always limitless suffering, limitless ways to make the heart hurt, limitless ways to make a human being suffer. It never ends.

The only thing that keeps me relatively sane is the thought that some day, I will be lying on the ground, or on a bed, and I'll be smiling, face covered with tears, maybe these same tears, upon the realization that my time has finally come.

 

[FuneralCry]

There really is endless amounts or suffering in existing, it's just so cruel and horrific to me, I'd personally never wish for any of this rather I just wish for non-existence, I find it a tragedy how I was forced into this existence of unnecessary suffering and cruelty at all, I wish this existence was never imposed more than anything. I'd never wish to be conscious burdened with this existence capable of suffering to unlimited amounts, I'll personally always see existence as an abomination, it's a terrible tragic mistake to me, I'll always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence, ceasing to exist would be the relief for me as well, it's all that could bring me peace.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

There really is endless potential for suffering. Being a sentient being with a brain and pain receptors is the worst curse that I could ever get. I don't want to stick around for long in this existence because anything can happen that could instantly make my suffering increase exponentially. It truly is so terrifying and it's why I want no part of it