How much longer do you think you have?

[Interloper]

I don't want to see spring. I hope january brings record low temps to crush any leftover morale.

 

[TheCyberian]

I don't know anymore. I'm not currently suicidal, but I feel like I'm being pushed into a corner by life. I'm in danger of losing my job and by extension my apartment. Once that happens I'm going to kill myself--even if a part of me wants to keep going.

 

[dandan]

I don't know anymore. I'm not currently suicidal, but I feel like I'm being pushed into a corner by life. I'm in danger of losing my job and by extension my apartment. Once that happens I'm going to kill myself--even if a part of me wants to keep going.

Sight, I know what you mean....

 

[autistocracy]

Depends on a lot of different factors that are up in air right now. Best case, 1 year. Worst case, 3 months.

 

[B4mbi]

I should have gone last year when I was 19. I'm so annoyed at myself, I deserve at least to die young but now I've even ruined that. I wish I knew about SN back then, I want to take it as soon as it arrives

 

[Caustic]

couple weeks

 

[onedayitsmytime]

2 months at the most.. Just
need the funds

 

[dandan]

I just can't decide, thank heaven old N still in the fridge.

 

[TydalWave]

I don't know anymore. I'm not currently suicidal, but I feel like I'm being pushed into a corner by life. I'm in danger of losing my job and by extension my apartment. Once that happens I'm going to kill myself--even if a part of me wants to keep going.

Are you self-destructive with your life when suicidal? Like for me sometimes I feel like I just DC from my obligations when i am hard commited to CTB and then if and when I feel any better I will have to deal with all the shit I piled up.

 

[TheCyberian]

Are you self-destructive with your life when suicidal? Like for me sometimes I feel like I just DC from my obligations when i am hard commited to CTB and then if and when I feel any better I will have to deal with all the shit I piled up.

Definitely. I gave away all my savings and just completely shirked my job duties after setting a firm CTB date and now I'm just totally fucked. I wouldn't be surprised if my past self did this intentionally so I'd go through with it.

 

[TydalWave]

Definitely. I gave away all my savings and just completely shirked my job duties after setting a firm CTB date and now I'm just totally fucked. I wouldn't be surprised if my past self did this intentionally so I'd go through with it.

As someone who is actively in that past self-destructive phase, I can vouch for this.

Definitely intentional

 

[hopeless302]

depends a lot on how the next couple of weeks go. But I'd say a month or two, tops.

 

[dandan]

As someone who is actively in that past self-destructive phase, I can vouch for this.

Definitely intentional

Just to let you two now that I'm in the same boat of dealing in past self-destructive actions.

I've ended my own saving and destroyed chances I had.

Intentionally, yes almost subconsciously mid subconsciously perhaps.

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Hopefully at the very most, until the end of December.

 

[Hurt]

I would probably do it impulsively. I don't think about how much time I have left.