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bigballsniqqa

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Apr 23, 2025
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im planning to finally buy alcohol, but its a high risk decision as i live with my parents and they are very christian, so if i get caught im in big trouble. Anyway I dont want this to be a decision which still doesnt solve my SI problem, so does alcohol really work or it just reduces SI by a small bit.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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What's your method?

Alcohol may or may not reduce SI most likely it doesn't reduce SI unless you're already in a delirium. Depending on the chosen method alcohol often is also counterproductive and may increase the risk to fail for many different reasons.
 
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bigballsniqqa

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Apr 23, 2025
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What's your method?

Alcohol may or may not reduce SI most likely it doesn't reduce SI unless you're already in a delirium. Depending on the chosen method alcohol often is also counterproductive and may increase the risk to fail for many different reasons.
partial suspension, or full suspension depending on the time of day, id choose partial suspension at night as full suspension requires a high enough anchor point which is only found in my garage and i would def make noise setting everything up.
 
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hippiedeath

Dead on the inside
Jul 12, 2025
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I know when I drink and I get angry, I stop giving a fuck about everything. I can see it helping in pushing you over the edge.
 
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Apr 21, 2025
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Never tried it as a part of a ctb plot. I can say I've had designs for ctb, and SI for some time. I've also been drunk many, many, times , and have never had my SI suddenly collapse. That's me though.
 
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bigballsniqqa

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Apr 23, 2025
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I know when I drink and I get angry, I stop giving a fuck about everything. I can see it helping in pushing you over the edge.
yeah i think this is what i need, a little push over the edge
cos most times i get very close to passing out, i remember one time i was very close and then thoughts of the news of me ctbing appearing in the newspaper stopped me lmao, hopefully alcohol will work
Never tried it as a part of a ctb plot. I can say I've had designs for ctb, and SI for some time. I've also been drunk many, many, times , and have never had my SI suddenly collapse. That's me though.
yeah hopefully for me it takes away my SI, i guess theres only one way to find out
 

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