apearl
mitski fan
- Sep 25, 2023
- 112
I am in a lot of emotional pain and, realistically, have had serious thoughts and plans on ctb. Because of the recent influx of pain I am scheduling an appointment with a psychiatrist. I've been on most anti-depressants they put kids on because I was medicated from 11-17. Now that I've been off of them for a while I think I might benefit from getting back onto them. I want to get on something heavier or at least something different from then my childhood drug concoctions of SSRIs. I know I shouldn't tell them about anything ctb related, but then how do I tell them the right stuff to still get the medicine I need?