How many times have you tried to die ?

[lament.]

I don't really keep count but it's somewhere between 5-10, hoping it's 6 so the next try is try is extra lucky.

I've kinda given up on most methods at the moment though, (was trying shallow water drowning and partial hanging so that's why I'm still alive after so many tries lol) so my next one will likely be my last - off a cliff, cause I cba to fail again.

 

[star.trip]

I don't know how to look at it because in the end I'm going to back out.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

None yet... and probably none ever because there isn't a way I can kill myself

 

[noname37]

I've tried about 6 times but none of them really worked out, except for one time I did an OD with diphenhydramine and it almost worked but I saved.

 

[ladylazarus4]

2x stupid OD attempts, one (small amount of Tylenol) did nothing, the other (dramamine) made me hallucinate for 24 hrs, not that I can remember it.
Many other small attempts that weren't really genuine or thought out. (ie trying to get TSS in wilderness therapy, trying to strangle myself, impulsive quick partial attempt, etc).

 

[vanillamilkshakes]

2 serious attempts, 1 hopeless attempt

 

[seasonsdied]

0. I refuse to fail :)

 

[SilentSadness]

Once I was trying to jump in front of a lorry and a couple of other times I was trying to jump from low places. I realised how futile it is and didn't attempt either method. When I get the opportunity I will maybe try SN if that's still available.