How many times have you pictured yourself committing the act?

[CantDoIt]

How many times in your head have you pictured yourself doing it? I have rehearsed it in my head a million times but when it comes to the real thing I know it's gonna be a huge challenge.

My chosen methods are SN or N if I can get it. SN requires a significantly larger amount of mental prep.

 

[cantwaittodie]

Multiple times

 

[willitpass]

Multiple times an hour for over a decade.

 

[Kurai]

Same here it's such a struggle :(

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Countless. It's all part of the "prep".

 

[Plato'sCaveDweller]

multiple times a day, sometimes it's all that helps me get to sleep. in my experience, imagining it in your head does nothing to aid you SI-wise, but it's good to practice and rehearse so you get everything down pat for when the actual event happens.

 

[notsadtogo]

Far too many to count, it comes in waves some weeks it's constant and some not at all.
But the call is getting stronger

 

[ThatGuyOverThere]

All the time, I Have rehearsed my plan thousands of times, down to how I would react to every minute detail.

 

[ravenx]

multiple times a day, sometimes it's all that helps me get to sleep.

exactly, I've been feeling the same. it gives me hope that it will end.