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Largeletters
Alone
- Jan 21, 2020
- 640
SelmaJezkova10
Amorphous and useless thing
- May 24, 2021
- 88
I don't remember, I think three or four
I've overdosed on OTC pills numerous times to no avail. I actually took so much acetaminophen one night when I was 15 I'm surprised it didn't take me out or damage me. I threw up like 12-15 times the day after I took them. I've never tried SN but I'm about to and hope it will be the finality. I shouldn't have had to be alive and go through all this. Shoulda been gone at 15.
Never. I'm scared of failing.
motel rooms
Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
- Apr 13, 2021
- 7,081
Never. I've stood on high bridges & looked down for a long time, that's all. I don't think of the times I took too many pills with too much alcohol & fantasized about not waking up as attempts, that would be silly
Same here. No one in my life knows how close I am to ctb and I know the way they would react would just make me need to do it even more.
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I think it would be a surprise to everyone. Few people know I'm suicidal.
Same here people maybe know I'm awkward, shy, depressed but not suicidal because I would never want them to know and try to save me because I wish for an end not to be saved
I've tried so many times I've lost track. I just don't have a lot of resources available to me so the methods I have… suck. I would probably be dead by now if I had N or SN or an exit bag. Preferably an exit bag because N or SN require haggling with doctors for anti-emetics and interacting with people to get something I want is the absolute most painful thing in the world for me, and is comparable to pulling teeth.
Life_and_Death
Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
- Jul 1, 2020
- 7,031
Im.so.tired
Member
- Apr 30, 2021
- 15
Bullit
Mage
- May 6, 2021
- 504
None. Yet. I will most likely go SN,and I hope like hell it works.
ClownMe
Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
- Apr 7, 2021
- 20,561
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 42,494
I have never had an proper attempt, I did wrap a cord around my neck one time but I didn't really know what I was doing and SI stopped me. I will find a way out when I get desperate though. Fears of failure also stop me.
Seiba
Mage
- Jun 13, 2021
- 505
One full attempt when I was a teenager, and a few times practicing partial with a scarf on a whim a year or so ago. I don't consider the latter an attempt.
suicidesheep31
Specialist
- Jun 27, 2020
- 348
Wakawaka
Student
- Dec 10, 2020
- 154
Eire1992
Conducting an experiment on how it feels to die
- Jun 7, 2021
- 57
Twice for me. I was a lot younger and frankly, naive. Number 3 will be before the end of July, pending some deliveries and I've gone all in this time around. 1 and 2 were unplanned and on impulse. Never with a mindset going into it that I truly wouldn't survive. I won't make that mistake a 3rd time.
Pookie
Somebody you used to know.
- Oct 18, 2020
- 1,051
Once and I was almost successful. I would've joined the "27 club" except I'm not famous in the least. Wish I'd died back then because nothing could've prepared me for how infinitely worse my life would become.
Largeletters
Alone
- Jan 21, 2020
- 640
Pookie
Somebody you used to know.
- Oct 18, 2020
- 1,051
Toonloon
Experienced
- Nov 17, 2020
- 253
A couple of times when I was a teenager, I wasn't smart enough to know how to do it right and they were really impulsive.
darthjacket
New Member
- Apr 26, 2021
- 1
Twice. My first was when I was 16, i overdosed on my grandmothers ambien. Ended up having my stomach pumped and sent to a psych ward.
Second time was last year at the height of the pandemic. I was in the basement at work and swallowed some klonopin with 8 Bacardi personals I brought in. Vomited in an uber I managed to call but made it home otherwise safe and sound.
... Pill ODs aren't fun
Second time was last year at the height of the pandemic. I was in the basement at work and swallowed some klonopin with 8 Bacardi personals I brought in. Vomited in an uber I managed to call but made it home otherwise safe and sound.
... Pill ODs aren't fun
sick.faery
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- Mar 18, 2021
- 288
