How many of you ever in-visioned (How) you would CTB

[Buddha.e.c]

For years Ive been thinking of how i would die i in visioned i would die at a early age I'm starting to believe that premonition . i warning in advanced always came to me either by trauma , bad experiences and never ending sadness due to depression . Always knew deep down my death would be early and painful either by hanging or overdosing knew nothing about how to succeed with these methods but it was a consistent thought of mine . Knowing now there are painless ways to ctb i feel better knowing that when that day comes it will be painless and peaceful i will not call anyone talk to anyone on that day . It will be the first day of freedom for me .

 

[FuneralCry]

In my case, I have known that I will die by suicide for a long time. I cannot imagine myself dying from anything else. I do want to exit this world at a time of my own choosing. Hanging has always been the method I have imagined as it is the most accessible one for me. I do wish that I could exit peacefully, my ideal death is falling asleep and never waking.

 

[Buddha.e.c]

In my case, I have known that I will die by suicide for a long time. I cannot imagine myself dying from anything else. I do want to exit this world at a time of my own choosing. Hanging has always been the method I have imagined as it is the most accessible one for me. I do wish that I could exit peacefully, my ideal death is falling asleep and never waking.

The first thought i had i was very young in age i would be sad for most of my childhood never had friends i was very introverted. The suicidal thoughts got deeper as the years progressed felt and still feel very much like you wanting to exit peacefully . Im sorry you are feeling this way i hope it goes well no matter what happens i wish you the best ...

 

[albino_elk]

at least 3 times a day,in better days 0 to 1 times per day. theres always a noose

 

[Worndown]

Stepping gently off a stool and hanging peacefully.

 

[albino_elk]

i wish i could imagine this peacefully. i know that it will be a heck of a struggle.. popping out eyes and stuff:v , maybe ill be lucky enough to lose consciousness in a flash

 

[Buddha.e.c]

Stepping gently off a stool and hanging peacefully.

This would be peaceful yet painful depending on how it is done if done correctly should cut blood , oxygen , etc .. or snap the neck depending on the height/suspension . I'm not sure if this is a very peaceful way to ctb i also had thoughts of hanging as well but whatever happens i wish it goes well for you .